Crazy childhood sweetheart always thinks of me

Chapter 178 ends, scattering flowers

Yun Hance stuck the long sword in the ground, with both hands on the hilt: "Why? King Zhenbei is reluctant to part with it?"

Yun Jingyue looked at Yun Hance, walked over and tried to pull him, but Yun Hance gently dodged.

Yun Jingyue sighed: "I really don't want to leave Ah Ce. If I'm right, you won't return to the capital in the future."

Yun Hance looked at Yun Jingyue. He just acted as if his father's murder had never happened?

He wanted to see clearly whether Yun Jingyue was disguised under his clear and bright face. Yun Jingyue had been well-behaved and sensible since childhood, mature beyond his years, and always smiling when he met everyone. He had friendships with everyone in the capital, from the rising stars to the dandy young men.

Yun Hance didn't believe in such a way of having the best of both worlds, and he was too lazy to explore it. After all, although Yun Jingyue and him were not very close since childhood, I had never provoked him.

Yun Jingyue looked outside the capital. The road was covered with wild grass. On both sides of the official road, the towering trees were covered with green again, looking more vibrant. The swallows had returned and were building nests on the branches.

He rarely felt sad about anything. This time, he looked at Yan Zi lifting the mud and suddenly said, "Ace, I know everything. I thought about it carefully. If I were you, maybe I would make the same choice as you. Father, when that sword came down, you must have felt more pain in your heart, right? How could a father kill his own child?"

Yun Hance chuckled: "You think too much, I am not sad."

Yun Jingyue turned around and looked at Yun Hance and smiled, "You have always said one thing and meant another since you were little. You never told me you wanted to go out and play, you never told me you wanted to eat snacks, you never told me you wanted pocket money, and you never told me you liked Ranran. Ah Ce, I have always thought that you were too obedient since you were little."

Yun Hance did not respond.

I didn’t expect that Yun Jingyue also knew that Yun Hance liked me.

Yun Jingyue continued, "So I don't blame you. I even understand you. You've been well-behaved since you were a child, but it's just because you don't have parents who love you. Even if you tell them what you want, they won't satisfy you. If it weren't for your mother, maybe your mother would still..."

Yun Hance turned around and interrupted him: "Are you here today to give me a farewell party?"

Yun Jingyue said “hmm” softly, and then continued: “I also want to say thank you to you, if it weren’t for you and Ranran’s generosity, you would have let mother go.”

"No need for that. If it weren't for Su Zhan, she would be dead." Yun Hance got back on the carriage.

The sunlight shining on Yun Miaomiao's face made her whole face look paler. During this period of time, she was too tired and struggled between hatred, friendship and love.

How could her father die at the hands of her best friend? Since the man she loved most was her best friend's brother, she always knew how much Su Zhan loved Su Ran, and she didn't dare to ask Su Zhan to stand on her side and blame Su Ran with her.

She was afraid of losing, and she was almost certain that Su Zhan would not stand on her side.

When she was with Su Zhan, she had always been the one who took the initiative, forced herself, and worked hard. She wanted to kiss him secretly, and she had to act coquettishly and unexpectedly, but in the end she would be scolded by Su Zhan with a red face.

Occasionally, she begged Su Zhan to take the initiative, but he refused to do so. Even when she finally gave him no choice but to kiss him, he still looked unhappy.

She knew that Su Zhan didn't like her very much, or he was just moved by the fact that she dared to go to the battlefield for him, or he simply felt that the battlefield was too dangerous, and he just didn't have anyone he liked, so he was with her so that she would listen to him and not make a fuss about going to the battlefield.

To her, he is unique, he is open-minded and loyal.

To him, she was just his sister's good friend, the little sister from the neighborhood whom he had known since childhood. He didn't want her to go to the battlefield, probably because he wanted to protect the little sister from the neighborhood.

Yun Miaomiao thought a lot, so before coming to see her off, her eldest brother told her that if she was willing, she could leave the capital with Su Zhan, and her second brother would definitely hold a wedding for them.

They can go back later when her mother is no longer angry.

Yun Miaomiao refused. She had used up all her energy in pursuing Su Zhan. She forced him to be together with her. She forced him to kiss her and hug her. He had never even taken the initiative to hold her hand. She was the one who said to break up with him, and he agreed immediately without any emotion on his face.

Later, she went to ask him to help her save her mother, but Su Zhan just looked at her and turned away. Maybe he went to find Su Ran, but he didn't even have a look of sympathy.

She has given up.

She watched Su Zhan turn over and get off the horse, and couldn't help but curl up the corners of her mouth, trying to pretend that she didn't mind or was not sad, and even talked to him as if she was talking to the older brother next door.

But when the corners of my mouth turned up, my heart hurt more.

I couldn't help but have tears in my eyes.

She turned around, took a deep breath, gathered all her emotions, and told herself that she was fine. She was the daughter of the Zhenbei Palace, and there were many men in the capital who wanted to marry her. Su Zhan was just good-looking, and she would be able to find someone who was better looking than him in the future. Yes, and who would treat her better, and would definitely take the initiative to hug her, kiss her, and tell her that he loved her.

She tried hard to think of his bad points. He was heartless and wouldn't comfort her when she was angry. He never bought her delicious food. He had never even taken her to a place that only the two of them knew. In the end, he just didn't love her.

She prepared herself for a long time, but when she turned around and looked at him again, she couldn't help feeling sad. She lowered her head and whispered, "Since we are not together anymore, can you give me my things back?"

Su Zhan could tell from her nasal voice that she was probably crying again.

He stretched out his hand, wanting to touch her hair, wanting to hold her face, wipe her tears, wanting to ask her, why are you crying? Just tell me, I will agree to everything you say.

But what is the relationship between him and her at this time? He has been in the military camp for a long time and is used to keeping a distance from women and keeping himself clean.

Even when they were in love with each other in the past, he only treated her politely and never overstepped the boundaries with her.

He gently lowered his hand and took out a purse from his arms. Yun Miaomiao looked at the purse he took out from his chest, against his inner clothes, and held it in his palm with great care.

Only then did Yun Miaomiao bear to raise her head and look at Su Zhan, tears welling up in her eyes again. Su Zhan was also looking at her.

"Why are you crying? Miaomiao is the daughter of a royal family. You will live a peaceful and happy life." Su Zhan looked at her sincerely.

The words Yun Miaomiao wanted to ask rolled around in her throat and she swallowed them back. She opened her purse and found two bundles of hair inside.

Su Zhan was also shocked unconsciously: "There is something in here?"

Yun Miaomiao looked up at him and suddenly wanted to laugh: "You didn't even open the token of love I gave you."

When Su Zhan heard about the token of love, his face turned red again: "You gave it to me, and I have kept it close to my body. I never thought there would be hair in it. What is this hair?"

Yun Miaomiao was crying, laughing as she cried: "What else?"

Su Zhan's movements were much slower at this moment. Yun Miaomiao looked at his hands that had been groping for a long time and stared directly at his face. Su Zhan also laughed at himself. Half of the jade pendant was held in his hand, and Yun Miaomiao reached out to take it.

Then Yun Miaomiao hid the things and turned to leave. After thinking for a while, he asked, "You were unwilling to give up the battlefield for me at the beginning, so why are you willing to give up now?"

Su Zhan's lips moved, but he couldn't say it after all. He was afraid of seeing her get married, afraid of running into her intentionally or unintentionally in the capital when he returned to the capital, and afraid that he would regret not forcing her to go with him today.

Her father's life was between them. It was his own sister who did it. So what difference was there between his sister doing it and him doing it?

Yun Miaomiao did not force the final answer. In the past, she liked to force it, but at this moment, she suddenly felt enlightened.

"Then I wish Brother Zhan to leave the capital and marry a gentle, kind, well-educated and polite wife."

He should be satisfied that his wife doesn't act unreasonably and doesn't bother him all the time, right?

Yun Miaomiao smiled and turned around to get on the horse. Her eldest brother was waiting for her. Su Ran and her second brother were standing beside the carriage. She looked at them with mixed feelings.

She was very happy every time she saw her second brother whom she admired the most, and her best friend Su Ran. She had thought that if Su Ran became her sister-in-law, they could be together every day. But the world is so unpredictable. Could she and Su Ran still be best friends?

Su Ran called out, "Miao Miao."

Yun Miaomiao stopped the horse, Su Ran came over and whispered: "Miaomiao, I know you are injured, I'm sorry, you can blame me and hate me, but, Su Zhan, he really likes you."

Yun Miaomiao looked at Su Ran who was standing next to her. If Su Zhan really liked her, why would he ask Su Ran to say it?

Maybe Su Ran didn't know that Su Zhan didn't like her that much.

Yun Miaomiao looked ahead: "Ranran, I don't hate you anymore, but I don't know how to face you. Maybe one day, when I come to my senses, I will go to Kunlun Mountain to find you."

Su Ran held my hand: "Okay, I will wait for you, but my brother..."

Yun Miaomiao took a deep breath and suppressed all her extravagant hopes and impulsiveness: "Ranran, have a safe journey."

Then she pulled her hand free and rode behind her eldest brother.

So I left the capital and went to Qingcheng Mountain, where I met the master that my uncle liked.

The days in Kunlun Mountain were long, fulfilling and interesting. Yuan Yi and Mo Li would still chase each other every day, and Yuan Yi finally made Mo Li open his mouth to confess his love.

I waited until Jinyi could walk, Yuanyi and Moli got married, and my brother's winery became more and more prosperous, and I went home every few days to steal my brother's wine.

My brother didn't go to the battlefield. He just lay in the yard every day basking in the sun. I felt that this was lifeless and didn't act like a 20-year-old young man at all.

My brother closed his eyes and pretended to sleep: "What's so good about being twenty years old?"

I didn't say anything else. Seeing that he was holding half of a jade pendant in his hand, I asked him, "Why is the jade pendant half-full? Is it a token of love given by that little girl?"

My brother opened his eyes slightly, as if he was lost in thought. His raven-like black eyelashes slowly drooped, and his eyes became darker. After a while, he reached out and snatched the jade pendant: "What kind of token of love? I just made it for fun."

"You still like Miaomiao, right?"

My brother didn't say anything and pretended to be asleep.

"If you like her, go find her, don't let yourself regret it for the rest of your life."

My brother slowly opened his eyes: "Just because you like someone doesn't mean you have to be together. Besides, it's been three years, maybe she's married."

I moved my position and sat on a low stool next to my brother, leaning against him: "I've always asked people to keep an eye on her. She's not married yet."

"Then I won't go either. It's fine for me this way. She doesn't have to look at me and think about her father all the time."

Three years have passed. Three years have passed since Chu Fengque left the capital and has been traveling with his master. Yun Miaomiao has not married and has been living a secluded life.

When Jinyi was five years old, I finally became pregnant with another child.

Because Yuan Yi and Mo Li did not plan to have children, Jin Yi was spoiled by the brothers and sisters in Kunlun Mountain since she was a child. When I got pregnant, the brothers and sisters in Kunlun Mountain were even happier. Yuan Yi and Bi Ling were with me every day and said they would protect the baby in my belly.

When Jinyi was ten years old, he had already made some achievements in swordsmanship.

Both Master and A Ce said that he was a genius in martial arts.

My Jinlan was only four years old. Ever since he started learning to read, the teacher had been complaining about him every day. He would either pull out the teacher's beard or add seasonings to his tea.

Whenever I scolded her, A Ce would protect her.

I can’t control it anymore, I’ll just continue to be bad.

After that, I never saw Yun Miaomiao again.