SEC Chapter 45 Can I?
Chapter 45 Can I?
The robot stopped at a distance of five or six meters from Song Tang, holding a stack of warm white rectangular cardboards in its hand, one meter long and fifty or sixty centimeters wide, with two lines of handwriting in the middle Words, enough for him to see clearly.
Song Tang recognized the handwriting, which belonged to Fang Hening.
Flowing clouds and flowing water, wanton free and easy, but also hidden edge.
It's just that the above line made him stand up slowly, and he supported the back of the chair to stabilize his body, even though he didn't see Fang Hening.
But at this moment, his feeling was very clear, as if something he couldn't say was seen and answered seriously.
He stared fixedly at the words on the cardboard——
"There is a sentence, I have wanted to tell you for a long time, I know that you are not confident enough in your relationship, so I will give you time, wait until you can trust me enough."
After a pause of more than ten seconds, the robot removed the front one, revealing the white cardboard at the back, and Song Tang read it smoothly.
"At first I just thought it was an interesting agreement, and cooperating with you was just a way to pass the time, but—"
"No one is sure about feelings, including me. I understand that feelings are not reliable. When I first fell in love with you, I considered ending it in time, but in fact I am willing to participate in this gamble."
"My life is boring, the actors are just a lackluster adjustment, the world is disappointing, but you are here, and you told me that it is worth remembering."
"You are the first person I am willing to accept. You are the only person who can really enter my heart. You are my only and favorite person. As long as your eyes are on me, I can give you your gaze and live a good life." go down."
"The essence of love is exclusivity and exclusivity. I take it for granted. I want to occupy that unique position in your life, and I want to occupy your entire life."
"Song Tang, are you willing to give me the only position?"
Song Tang's attention was so focused on the white cardboard that he didn't see Fang Hening walking to the robot after the last one was displayed.
The knuckles of his fingers were white as he clutched the edge of the back of the chair, and he still couldn't restrain his trembling. He didn't want... Even if he wanted to, could he be someone's reason to live?
Can he really have such a relationship, such a relationship that he has been running for a lifetime?
Can he really bear such deep love?
Fang Hening patted the robot's round head. After the robot put away the cardboard and left, he walked slowly to the dazed Song Tang, caressed the other's cheek, made people look up at him, and softly repeated the last question, "Now Can you tell me your answer? Would you like to give me this position?"
Song Tang's lips trembled, "I..."
do not know.
He has feelings for Fang Hening, he knows, but give a lifetime promise?He couldn't do it, but when he thought about it, he felt that a lifetime was too long, and he wasn't sure that Fang Hening would really love him for the rest of his life.
After a long while, he replied: "I think, for me...it is very rare to have a good memory, just..."
He couldn't speak.
Fang Hening looked at him with gentle and quiet eyes, tolerant, firm, but also paranoid, with a possessive desire that made his soul tremble, begging him like a dragon, asking him——
Would you like to go to the abyss together?
Such a paranoid, crazy and fiery love... Maybe it's just his illusion?
Fang Hening shouldn't be like this, he wouldn't have such severe emotions, and he wouldn't be so paranoid that he was almost crazy.
It must be his illusion.
He glanced away, but didn't avoid the other's hand. Of course he was happy to be liked so much, but there were also hesitation and entanglement that he couldn't ignore.
Seeing Song Tang's reaction, Fang Hening understood that he didn't expect Song Tang to agree directly, and the relationship didn't happen overnight.
Especially for Song Tang who doesn't have much confidence in relationships, there is always a process step by step.
It's good that the other party doesn't deny his feelings for him.
He suppressed the longing and eagerness in his heart, and slowed down his voice, "It's okay, I understand, Song Tang, the promise of a lifetime may be too heavy, I can wait for your willingness, and now I just want to ask you—"
"When I introduce you to others in the future, can I say you are my boyfriend?"
Hearing this, Song Tang's eyes trembled, and a place in his heart was lightly touched, with just the right amount of force that would not make him feel uncomfortable.
Like the first ray of spring breeze blowing through the flower buds after overwintering.
He turned his gaze back, his tense emotions eased, and the corners of his lips curled up, "You..."
can.
Along with his answer, the sound of music and water sounded.
Fang Hening moved closer, kissed the corner of Song Tang's lips lightly, and said, "I saw it."
Song Tang's slightly parted lips were slowly pursed, and then drew an upward curve. He looked at Fang Hening's eyes, which were so close at hand. The darker and deeper they were, the brighter and more glamorous the lights reflected in them, and fascinated him.
He kissed the other person's cheek back, then took a step back and turned around to look at the source of the sound - it was a musical fountain, not far away on the lake, which was an excellent viewing position.
Song Tang turned around after kissing, of course Fang Hening knew that the other party was embarrassed, and being able to take the initiative to kiss him was already a great improvement.
He hugged Song Tang's shoulders and walked to the railing, looked at the fountain, and said without looking at the people around him, "Five minutes and 20 seconds."
Song Tang understood what Fang Hening was talking about. It should be five minutes and 20 seconds of music, and this music is a concerto with the violin as the C position. There were some turmoil and grandeur, but the overall sense of cheerfulness was still maintained.
This musical fountain is very famous, and he knows that today is not a regular screening day.
Brilliant and harmonious lights, playing on the undulating and scattered water curtain, appear magnificent and unreal in the night, like a carefully crafted dream.
At the end of the music, his voice was still trembling, "I have searched for this song, but there is no such version, it must have been adapted?"
After the words fell, he suddenly realized, and then asked, "You adapted it yourself?"
Fang Hening took him into his arms and asked, "Do you still like it?"
Song Tang rolled his eyes, and although he was embarrassed, he still said frankly: "I like it."
"That's good."
Song Tang looked at Fang Hening's side face, the soft light made the other person's face softer, no matter how pleasing to the eye, how good-looking, no matter how much money was spent on these things today, he likes this kind of heart very much, and is for it cherish.
Fang Hening really understood him, and the preparations were just as he wanted.
He doesn't like the excitement, but it's not that he hates the excitement itself, but he doesn't like being in the crowd, so he can't appreciate any excitement.
Now, standing on the commanding heights of the central business district, in the best position, standing next to the person he cares about the most, watching a grand fountain light show from a distance, it feels very good.
It was a joy he had never felt before.
However, no matter how bright the lights are, none of the broken lights reflected in Fang Hening's eyes is as good-looking.
He turned his eyes to look at the calm lake in the distance. The sparkling waves were quiet and silent, which made his mood fluctuating with the lights and music slowly calm down. No matter what happens in the future, he will never forget this night.
Sensing Song Tang's gaze, Fang Hening turned his head and asked with a smile, "Do you want to take a photo and post a post? Tonight is worth remembering."
Song Tang thought about it for a while, nodded and agreed, it was indeed worth remembering, the Orphan Society's fear star has a boyfriend from today, the first time in more than 20 years, the first love, it is indeed worth remembering.
Fang Hening hooked his fingers to compare hearts together, he was really embarrassed, but he did not reject such a novel experience, it was a bit childish, but he was quite happy.
After the other party posted a message and liked him, he didn't know what to reply, so he directly posted a two-word comment, "Bi Xin", and he directly saved this Bi Xin with the city night as the background Photos, did not dare to read the comments of netizens, directly locked the screen.
In order to prevent Fang Hening from saying anything that made him want to cover his face, he immediately turned the page, changed the subject and asked another question, "Those brands..."
"What happened to the sign?"
Song Tang breathed a sigh of relief, staring at Fang Hening with burning eyes, and said in a firm tone, "It's mine, I want to take it away."
Fang Hening couldn't help laughing, and pulled Song Tang inside before Song Tang got annoyed, "It's yours, let's go and get it now, shall we?"
"Okay, but stop laughing."
"Don't let me laugh when you're in a good mood, Mr. Song, are you so overbearing?"
"That's how domineering."
"But your coquettish tone really has no deterrent effect."
"Ah!!" Song Tang pulled out the hand held by Fang Hening forcefully, passed the other party and walked forward first, and began to seriously consider whether he had indulged the other party too much.
behave in a spoiled manner?He was born... he was insulated from this behavior after he was six years old, okay? !
Why didn't he feel that he was acting like a baby at all, wasn't he expressing his meaning in an ordinary way? Fang Hening's imagination is too rich, where did he see it?Any messy things can be imagined!
Looking at Song Tang's back, Fang Hening's smile was on the corner of his mouth, his eyes showed the madness of wanting to completely possess someone right now, and the forbearance that had to be restrained.
His hands trembled slightly, but in the end he just put his back behind his back until he calmed down.
On the way back to the apartment, Song Tang was in a good mood. From time to time, he would take a look at the stack of cardboards in the back seat. He liked this silent confession very much. He wanted to take these boards handwritten by Fang Hening back and treasure them.
Fang Hening glanced and still had no expression on his face, but Song Tang, who was expressing joy from the corners of his eyes and eyebrows, took advantage of the good atmosphere and asked with a smile, "Can I stay overnight?"
"can."
"Can we have breakfast together tomorrow morning?"
"can."
"I want to eat egg dumplings, can you make them?"
"can."
"Can I live in your apartment in the future?"
"can……"
As soon as Song Tang said the words, he realized that he had fallen into a trap in seconds, and immediately added a denial, "No."
Fang Hening asked calmly: "Why not? We have a certain understanding of each other's living habits, and we don't need to get used to it when we live together. Think about it, we can meet every day in the future, and we can post whenever we want, without even having to be fixed." Once every three days, isn't that good?"
Song Tang froze, and said, "That's good, but—don't you think it's progressing too fast? I just agreed...to be your boyfriend, why did you jump to the step of cohabitation?"
"Isn't this a matter of course? Because there is enough affection, but the window paper was not pierced," Fang Hening didn't rush to open the car door when the car stopped.
Instead, he leaned closer to Song Tang, raised his hand and pressed on the other's heart, "Ask your own heart, do you want to agree to what I just said? I want to listen to the truth."
Through a layer of shirt, Song Tang could feel the warmth of Fang Hening's palm, making people comfortable and at ease.
He fell silent. What Fang Hening said was not too much. They started with an extremely intimate post. The other party stayed in the apartment many times, not to mention how many meals they had together.
Even as soon as he picked up the chopsticks, the person opposite could tell which dish he wanted to pick up.
After they fell in love with each other, they naturally skipped some necessary running-in. He didn't dislike Fang Hening living in the apartment, and he could even say that he was used to the other party appearing by his side.
There are still some expectations.
But he still felt that it was too fast, and the eagerness in his heart clamored for him to agree, wanting to have more contact with the person he liked.
But his rationality tightened the reins, admonishing him to trust, but not to be carried away by emotion, and then let go of all vigilance.
He wasn't ready to accept Fang Hening fully into his life.
Although from their current state to real cohabitation, they only need to take a small half step forward, but this small half step is the most difficult to take.
He still has a lot of worries and uncertainties.
After being silent for a long time, he made up his mind, raised his hand to cover Fang Hening's hand on his heart, and said slowly: "I still feel that the progress is too fast. We are basically halfway living together now, so don't worry."
Being rejected was not an accident. Fang Hening didn't think that it would be successful once he mentioned it, but he always wanted to give the other party a hint that if he mentioned it next time, the chance of getting a second rejection would be much smaller.
Just as he was about to let go, Song Tang's cell phone in the middle vibrated twice, and as the screen lit up, it showed that it was a text message.
After seeing the phone number and text message clearly, he frowned and looked at Song Tang, "About you for dinner? Or at the restaurant tonight?"
Song Tang blinked, looked down at the phone, saw that it was Yuan Ruilin's news, and noticed Fang Hening's depression in an instant, he hurriedly explained, "I haven't contacted him since the class reunion."
Fang Hening laughed softly, approaching Song Tang, staring at the other person's eyes, as if asking the person in front of him, but also asking himself, "It happened to be tonight, and it happened to be in the restaurant we just stayed at. You said he What means?"
Song Tang just felt that Yuan Ruilin was completely baffled, how could he know what kind of fantasies this idle boss was having? !
He tried his best to calm down and think. The fountain music and light show tonight was very eye-catching. It was not a normal screening day. After checking the famous restaurant, he knew that it was fully booked tonight. Such an arrogant move, Who made such a big noise?
Not surprisingly, they must have been on the hot search, and it is not difficult to find out where the photo was taken based on the background of the photo.
Yuan Ruilin chose to ask him out at this time, and set the venue at the restaurant on the top floor. It is very clear what he meant...it was a complete provocation.
It's a bit of an afternoon call.
But he couldn't figure it out, who to provoke?What are you provoking?Who is this gauntlet given to?He doesn't know Yuan Ruilin well.
Simply confusing.
His eyes were full of confusion, "I'm not him, and I don't understand his thoughts. I only met him once at a class reunion and didn't say a few words. I don't know what he wants to do."
Fang Hening understands that Song Tang doesn't know Yuan Ruilin's intentions, but this can't dispel his jealousy and annoyance, "You are high school classmates, he is not interested in you in the past, but in you now..."
Seeing that Fang Hening was getting more and more crooked, Song Tang hurriedly stopped him, "I had very little contact with him in high school, and I have no impression of him for a long time, and now I don't know anything about it. I only met him once, so it is impossible for him to have anything to me. Thoughts, don't think too much."
Think too much?Fang Hening knew exactly what Yuan Ruilin wanted to do.
He looked at Song Tang with gentle eyes, "Even if there is only one side, interest is quick, Tangtang, he is interested in you now, understand? I told you before that Yuan Ruilin can take the initiative to hand over his business card." There are very few people.”
Song Tang paused, and finally turned the corner.
He wanted to laugh a little, but he held back in the end, and raised his hands to pinch Fang Hening's cheeks, one left and one right.
Squeezed, "Where did you think, I just promised you, you don't trust me? If he is interested, he is interested, it has nothing to do with me. To a person who only met once and left a bad impression, You don't mind."
"I mind very much." Fang Hening could not accept anyone's coveting of Song Tang.
Not at all.
He knew Song Tang wouldn't, and believed in the character and temperament of the other party, but he didn't trust Yuan Ruilin.
Song Tang said seriously: "I promise, I won't associate with him."
Since he promised to try dating, he has to be responsible for his boyfriend and their relationship. If Fang Hening feels offended and makes the other party unhappy, he is totally unwilling.
Isn't this just... isn't it just plain jealousy?
He can understand.
Therefore, he unlocked the phone and sent Yuan Ruilin a text message, saying while replying: "Mr. Yuan, we have no friendship, not to the point of having dinner together, thank you for your kindness."
After replying and sending it out, he opened WeChat again, clicked on an interface to show Fang Hening, "I take what you told me seriously, and the function of adding friends through WeChat ID and mobile phone number has been turned off, don't worry, say He’s a high school classmate, and I actually don’t have any friendship with him.”
Song Tang's attitude is very good, Fang Hening has nowhere to vent his anger, and more importantly, Song Tang himself is innocent.
He breathed a sigh of relief, unlocked the car door, "I won't go up, go back and have an early rest."
Song Tang frowned, thought for a while, and said, "If you want to paste it, half an hour is fine."
"Just posted it yesterday."
"I think."
Fang Hening glanced at Song Tang and compromised.
After entering the apartment, he watched the other party carefully put away the stack of cardboards, and whispered that the location of the apartment was a bit small. He felt helpless in his heart, but was more filled with warmth.
Song Tang would insist on posting, most likely because he sensed his mood swings.
He gestured to the guest bedroom with his eyes, and suggested: "If we live together and share the same room, we can convert the guest bedroom back into a study room. The location is not too small, and half of the space can be used for storage."
Song Tang glanced over and firmly refused, "No, don't worry, I can find a place to put it."
Fang Hening laughed and said nothing.
Even though both of them were dressed properly when posting this evening, he could still feel Song Tang's nervousness, the kind of nervousness with a little joy after the relationship was confirmed.
He saw through it or not, a lot happened today, and he still had to give his new boyfriend some face.
After posting, his mood eased a lot, and he got a good night's sleep after returning home. After confirming that Yuan Ruilin didn't bother him too much after being rejected, he was slightly relieved, knowing that this was the beginning.
If Yuan Ruilin gave up so easily, he wouldn't be able to sit in this position.
The Fang family's status is very high, and only the Yuan family can compete. He doesn't like to deal with problems after they break out, but prefers to prevent problems before they happen, or to seize the opportunity in the struggle.
Song Tang couldn't figure out why Fang Hening was so busy in the past few days. The crew had finished filming, and there was no other work left. Why didn't the other party contact him more... new boyfriend?
Shouldn't he be angry because he refused to live with him?
He vetoed this idea as soon as it came up. He knew that Fang Hening was not such a person, so he would not be angry with him because of this matter, and he had communicated well when he refused.
Faced with the doubts of the boss, Liang Keying, the first-line assistant in cp, gave advice.
If the mountain doesn’t come, it’s me, and I’ll go to the mountain. Fang Hening is willing to put his heart into confessing, so it’s unlikely that it’s a relationship problem. He must be busy with other things. It’s hard to say that he encountered some difficult troubles and didn’t want to disturb Song. Tang.
At this time, it is up to President Song to take the initiative.
Song Tang agreed very much, confessing that Fang Hening had taken the initiative in this matter, he couldn't be one step behind.
Thinking of the CP fans' arguments against Shang Xia, he felt...Fang Hening is so gentle and sensible, even if he has a temper, many of them are not against him, so he shouldn't argue about this?
For a deeper possession, think about it, it's not that he doesn't expect it.
Song Tang asked Fang Hening to have lunch. Seeing that the other party was indeed a bit tired, he probably hadn't had a good rest these days. He asked with concern, "Are you in trouble? You can tell me, you're welcome."
They have officially dated, and they are serious lovers. Of course, he will help the other party when he encounters problems. Fang Hening keeps it secret, and he always feels that he is not very strong.
Fang Hening just smiled wryly twice, his eyes full of bitterness, "I'm sorry, I haven't had much contact with you these days because... my mother keeps pestering me so much, I haven't even returned to my place, I've been staying in a hotel, I'm not in a good mood I really don't want to affect you, you are already busy with work."
Song Tang disapproved: "Don't be afraid to trouble me. If you say this, does it mean that I will not come to you because I am afraid of trouble when I encounter emergencies in the future?"
"no……"
"Staying in a hotel all the time is not an option. If you don't want to face your mother for the time being..." Song Tang thought for a while and said, "I still have a few properties under my name in the urban area. You can choose one you like and live there first. a period of time."
Fang Hening shook his head, "No, I'm still alone when I move there, it's deserted, it's no different from staying in a hotel."
Song Tang paused, this made sense, it seemed that there was not much difference.
He frowned, thinking of what Fang Hening told him before... living together, he was a little hesitant, looking at the opposite person who was not in a good state of mind, his heart suddenly softened.
Living alone in a hotel, no matter how he thinks about it, he will feel sorry for it. If something happens again, he will have no place to regret it.
Thinking about this, he made up his mind and said, "Move here and live with me for a while? Let's make an agreement first. First, you stay in the bedroom. After posting...even if I fall asleep, I can't sleep with you." Sleep together all night like last time, and you go back to the guest to sleep."
"Second, when your mother's affairs are almost resolved, you can move back in. There is no rush to formally live together."
Hearing this, the dark clouds between Fang Hening's eyebrows and eyes slowly dissipated, but soon shrouded them back, "Don't you want to progress so fast?"
Song Tang avoided Fang Hening's gaze, lowered his head and straightened his clothes, concealing his slight embarrassment, "Special circumstances, special treatment."
And it's not unacceptable for them to live together in different rooms, it's similar to when Fang Hening stayed overnight.
Fang Hening stared at Song Tang, and when the other party raised his eyes, he showed a gentle smile and agreed.
As long as he stays with Song Tang, those messy and violent thoughts can be suppressed, and those gloomy haze will not completely cover his heart. The influence of people on people...is very subtle.
That night, he walked into this small apartment with his suitcase. When he was packing up after dinner, he glanced at Song Tang standing at the door and asked, "Come and sit?"
Song Tang didn't move, stared at the thing Fang Hening was holding in his hand, and asked, "You also brought this with you when you stayed in the hotel?"
It was the first small quilling paper work he made, a sunflower, which was framed in an exquisite frame. The small one is very delicate, but it is not convenient to take this kind of thing with you wherever you go.
Fang Hening set up the frame and put it on the table, and said with a smile: "It's good to have it with you, you can't be with me all the time, but it can, look at it when I miss you, talk is better than nothing."
This made Song Tang feel a little uncomfortable. Such behavior is not difficult to understand, as if he would watch Fang Yingdi's works for comfort.
In addition to this, he was also faintly embarrassed.
Expressing emotions is a luxury for him. He doesn’t know how to speak, and it’s hard to accept other people’s feelings. Occasionally, when he hears a few words of concern, a few words of appreciation and love, what he feels first is often not happiness, but It's embarrassment and bewilderment, not knowing how to deal with it.
Especially in crowded public places.
But facing Fang Hening, he didn't have such concerns. Maybe it was the environment he was in that made him feel safe, or Fang Hening himself gave him a sense of stability, or both.
Distressed, happy, slightly guilty, all kinds of emotions mixed together made him want to try to respond to this feeling. He was obviously afraid and didn't believe it, but he still wanted it and wanted to take it over to see if he could have it.
Fang Hening stared at the silent Song Tang, silent?But the silence betrays other emotions.
He didn't say anything else, turned around and continued to pack his things, and moved in. He didn't plan to move out in a short time, and when he really wanted to move out, he had to bring everything with him, including the most important one.
The posting at night was still an hour long, Song Tang was originally restless and didn't plan to go to sleep directly.
However, whether it was Fang Hening's hand gently caressing his back, or the gentle whispers in his ears, it made him drowsy.
His drowsy mind lost the sense of time, he estimated that it was time, he gently pushed Fang Hening, and whispered: "Is it all right, you go back to bed early, I won't call you tomorrow morning, I will leave you breakfast , you can sleep more."
Fang Hening rubbed Song Tang's hair, his tone was very slow, "There are still a few minutes, I have something to ask you."
"Well, you ask." Song Tang rubbed Fang Hening's shoulder without opening his eyes.
Fang Hening's eyes were full of searching and gloomy light, and his tone was soft, "Who is Rongrong?"
The vigilance of not wanting to reveal his shy little secret helped Song Tang maintain his basic rationality when he was asleep. He said vaguely, "No one, it's just fluff."
Fang Hening asked repeatedly: "Who is Rongrong?"
"You're better than it, don't, don't think too much about it."
Fang Hening's eyes are darker, better than Rongrong?What is this saying?
Song Tang's society may not last for a day or two. According to the other party, before meeting him, it should be relieved by sticking.
With whom?
In the first case, if the soul does not come from other places, then Rongrong is in this world. He wanted to find out who Song Tang could never forget about Rongrong, but no matter how hard he searched, the scope expanded. After various conditions were screened, there was still no such person. Most likely, this was a nickname, a very close nickname.
In the second case, Song Tang came from another world.
No matter what the situation is, one thing remains the same. He is very jealous. When he thinks of Song Tang being so intimate with others before, the jealousy and jealousy in his heart can't be controlled at all.
According to the current situation, he is more inclined to the latter, and then new problems arise.
Song Tang found him because he lost rongrong and couldn't post with rongrong?Is he not the best choice but just the second best choice?
He lowered his voice and asked, "You said I'm better than him, Song Tang, do you regard me as his substitute?"
The author says:
The essence of vinegar is undoubtedly the essence...cough;
The cardboard confession is inspired by the 2003 European and American romantic comedy movie "True Love Actually". You can take a look--