I heard that you are handsome, but unfortunately I am blind

Chapter 70

On the night when calm held the farewell fan club, the whole city was full of stars and the night was intoxicating.

The venue of the fan club is determined to be a small theater in this city, which can accommodate 2000 people. In comparison with the concerts and meet-and-greets that Calm has held since his debut, this scale can be regarded as the smallest one up.

But it was the most special and precious one, because Calm's first concert that year was held in this theater and in the same hall.

Where it starts, it ends.

There is no stage design for lighting and stage beauty at the fan club. The single effect light is the built-in spotlight laser light above the theater ceiling. Everything is simple and clean to the extreme.

The fan club starts at 06:30, and at [-]:[-], the [-] seats in the infield are already full.

All are local fans or fans who came from other places, and there are also many fans who came back temporarily from abroad. This time, the fans will adopt the form of free and no ticket sales. Online seat selection is first come, first served. You only need to verify your mobile phone identity information when you enter the venue. Although it was the last time that the combination appeared in front of the public, calm still created another historical peak for fans to fight hand speed.

The huge LED screen hanging outside the theater broadcasts the dynamics of the infield in real time. On the central square opposite the theater, countless fans who have not grabbed seats but still come from all over the world gathered. Standing in groups of three or four in the October autumn night, holding homemade neon support signs, with tears in their eyes, all looking in the same direction.

In the infield, the first row of audience seats closest to the small stage was vacated. 10 minutes before the opening of the fan club, accompanied by several security guards, the audience in the first row came from the backcourt and took their seats directly.

They are the five members of calm, my dear relatives and friends.

Jing Han's parents, Qian Song's professional professor at the Conservatory of Music, Bo Zai's non-circle girlfriend who has just started a relationship, and the five people who once broke their hearts and chattered like an old lady every day, but they have been doing their best for so many years Zhang Yuan tried his best to escort them.

And the seat next to Zhang Yuan, facing the center of the stage, was Lin Xiao.

Under Zhang Yuan's guidance, Lin Xiao sat down in his seat. Until this second, he didn't know that this would be Calm's last performance.

At seven o'clock, the farewell fan meeting officially began.

There were no pleasantries at the beginning, and there was no ceremonial warm dialogue. After a burst of passionate drumming, the most familiar melody for fans sounded in the entire infield.

The first song is the title song of Calm's debut album.

Time seems to be pulled back by the music, and the bits and pieces deep in the memory are swept away in an instant.

When Qian Song sang the first line of the first song, his eyes turned red.And in the auditorium off the stage, the fans and fans were always quietly choking.

The fans holding the support cards gently shook their arms along with the melody, and the occasional low weeping sounds were cautious. This night, they followed Calm to find the way they were fans of this band in the singing. Totally give back to calm.

This is the best commemoration and the most cherished farewell.

The whole process of fan meeting is not lengthy, only three hours.

After the last song ended, the five members of calm put their instruments on the ground and walked slowly from around the stage to the center.

The magnificent flowing neon light and shadow above the head disappeared, replaced by a beam of light chasing light.

The cold light beam hit the first person from the left first. Holding the microphone in his hand, Qian Song took a deep breath, and then, with red eyes, smiled to the fans who were already crying.

It's time to say a formal farewell.

Qian Song endured the tears that would well up in the next second, and said softly: "Thank you everyone, thank you for accompanying calm on this journey, and thank you for coming here today."

The light and shadow turned, and Jing Han's figure appeared under the light beam: "Today is a very special day. Calm took the first step from here. Now that he has finished the whole journey and returned to the starting point, it can be regarded as the beginning and end of this fantasy journey. Along the way, we have to thank many people, but personally, apart from you, the people I am most grateful for during this journey are my parents. Thank you for your tolerance, and thank you for your generosity. You, allowing me to be willful this last time, gave me a chance to stand here at this moment."

Below the stage, Jing Han's parents had smiles on their lips, but tears were shining in their eyes.

Hearing this, Lin Xiaocai gradually recovered from the shocking music ceremony just now, and a trace of shock and confusion gradually appeared on his face.

——Is this link specially set up to thank the fans?

But why did he hear the subtext of "never see you again" from the speeches of these two people?

Lin Xiao was full of doubts, but then, Anda's voice came from the external audio device: "Hey, it's been so many years, and I've said a lot of words of thanks, and it seems a bit cliché to say it now, but--finally Once again, I still want to say thank you, thank you for your support for so many years, thank you for your love for so many years, thank you for all the enthusiasm and company you have given, we are about to say goodbye to the past, and in the future, please do your best and live hard !"

Hearing this, Lin Xiao vaguely felt that his guess had come true, especially on the left hand side. At this moment, Zhang Yuan's suppressed sobs suddenly came.

The next one, Bo Zai, smiled at the fans in the audience: "The words are almost enough for them to say, touching, thankful, and I don't have any new words left, then... I will Blessings, I wish all the friends who have accompanied calm all the way to the present, I wish you all the best in the future! Okay, finally, let our captain sum up his statement!"

Lin Xiao's pounding heart instantly lifted to the top of his head.

The light and shadow around the stage were dim, and the follow spotlight hit Fang Chi who was standing in the middle of the five people.

Under the light and cold halo, his handsome and profound eyebrows, at this moment, even has a clear and clear temperament.

The theater was silent for a while, and all eyes and ears were focused on the person in the center of the stage.

There was a faint smile on the corner of Fang Chi's mouth, he was silent for two seconds, and said softly: "It's been four years, it's not easy for Calm to go from being unknown at the beginning to the present, but we know that Calm is stronger than the team members. It's not easy, it's you."

There was another faint sob in the infield.

"So rather than thank you, at this moment, I would like to say sorry to you—I'm sorry, calm can only accompany you so far."

Lin Xiao's hand on the armrest of the seat clenched into a fist in an instant!

——As expected, he was… saying goodbye.

The crying in the audience gradually became one piece after another, and it began to lose control.

Fang Chi smiled, a pair of peach blossom eyes reflected the hazy chasing light above his head, and continued: "Promise me, tonight is the last time I shed tears for calm, wait out the hall door of this theater, sleep, and tomorrow It’s a bright sun—bye bye, bye bye, the next one will be better, so, starting from tomorrow, cheer up, go to study, go to work, go to star chasing, find ways to make yourself better, let calm Become a short memory in your past life, wait for a little longer, and forget us."

After a pause of two seconds, Fang Chi said softly and slowly, "Similarly, we will also forget you."

Both affectionate and unfeeling, this is Captain Fang himself.

Lin Xiao sat blankly on the chair, as if he had been cast with a spell of immobilization, unable to move for a long time.

After a moment of silence, Fang Chi's eyes wandered from the audience, and his eyes touched Lin Xiao's red eye sockets, and he couldn't move forward.

"Many of you are old friends tonight. It's not the first time for you to hear Calm's live concert, but for one person, today is the real first time."

Lin Xiao was stunned and opened his mouth, only to find that his throat was so sore that he couldn't make a sound.

"It's a pity that as the captain of calm, I didn't get to know him at the most glorious time of the band, and I didn't take him to listen to calm's live singing before. Let him feel silently."

This trend——

Several people on the stage looked at each other tacitly, waiting with great interest for Captain Fang's next shock.

Off the stage, Lin Xiao sat quietly not far from Fang Chi, feeling suddenly mixed in his heart.

Fang Chi smiled, and continued: "My team members were all thankful just now, and I don't want to be an exception. Who should I thank--fans, brothers, and...the self who used to work hard for his dreams, but most want Thank you, my boyfriend."

For a while, the audience was silent for two seconds, and then the screams and cheers suddenly rushed into the sky!

Fang Chi's gaze was so light, but when it fell on Lin Xiao, it became extremely powerful. All the emotions and deep love that were too strong to be melted away were all in the sight that was so close.

"Thank you for meeting me, thank you for being with me, and thank you for loving me—in my best and worst moments."

"When I step off the stage tonight, I will no longer be Captain Fang of calm, so every day from now on, I hope to be by your side as Fang Chi, and only be your own safe haven , just give you my warm palm."

Lin Xiao was surrounded by endless shouts and screams, but his heart seemed to be covered with an automatic filter device. All he could hear and feel at this moment was the voice of the person in front of him. tender affection in.

Little by little, inch by inch, it fills the atrium, and finally turns into hot and humid tears at the corners of the eyes, which slide down the corners of the eyes in the blink of an eye.

Fang Chi, he...he is confessing!

On such an occasion, at this moment that everyone is looking forward to.

He didn't want him to share the sadness when the song ended.

He just wanted to give him the dust-settled faith in love.

Lin Xiao's face was full of tears, but the corners of his mouth curled up in a gentle arc, listening to Fang Chi's last monologue on stage——

"From now on, I will use all my life, all time, and everything to love you, love you well, love you with focus, and love you forever."

This night was full of stars, and he used a grand confession to show the world——

He loves him very much.

……

Late night, bedroom, starlight.

The intertwined breathing sounds were messy and rapid, and those nasal sounds unconsciously exposed during the kiss were forbearable and pleasant. Lin Xiao wrapped his arms around Fang Chi's neck, and was almost half-hanging on him when he was about to lose his footing.

The ankle support was weak, and the person in his arms slid down an inch. Fang Chi hugged him and fell in the middle of the soft bed.

The thick and heavy emotions lingering in the bottom of my heart overflowed like a tide, bubbling and leaching out of my heart, and finally all turned into fine sweat on my forehead and on the tip of my nose.

Fang Chi's kiss was as dense and warm as before. Lin Xiao was moved and shocked tonight, unable to express the emotions in his heart, and couldn't find a way to express it. He could only return eagerly with love. kissed.

There is no overhead light in the bedroom, only two retro and old wall lamps cast a dim halo of light. The first two buttons of the pajamas were unbuttoned. Fang Chi's fingertips rested on Lin Xiao's heart, and the heartbeat under his fingertips was so fast. Rapid and intense, just like himself.

Even at this time, Captain Fang's sanity was still on the line. He lowered his head and touched Lin Xiao's forehead, exhausting his last bit of restraint, and asked in a low voice, "Do you really want me to do it myself?"

Lin Xiao's arms on his shoulders were trembling slightly, and his voice was trembling obviously, but he replied: "...Yes, I, what I say... never counts."

Fang Chi closed his eyes hard.

I can no longer be a human being.

Just be an individual.

The glass door of the bedroom was opened a small crack, and the October night breeze was cool, but it couldn't dry the thin layers of sweat on the back.

The love was really strong, but Captain Fang suddenly regained his senses in the deep kiss——

Whoops, I still forgot to buy...

Lin Xiao seemed to have sensed his hesitation at this moment, and with trembling voice, gritted his teeth, he whispered in his ear: "...I, I bought it."

Fang Chi: "???"

"You..." Captain Fang felt that Master Xiaolin's operation was too shocking, and said in disbelief, "When did you..."

Lin Xiao was drenched in sweat, and his voice was so soft that he could hardly hear it: "Just... just helped you in the guest room that day... the next day, I bought it..."

Fang Chi: "...Didn't you study at home all day the next day?"

Lin Xiao: "City express, free shipping."

Fang Chi: "..."

Niubi ah.

It seems too inappropriate to chat during the intermission at this time. Lin Xiao grabbed Fang Chi's shoulder and pulled it down, quite recklessly: "Brother Chi...shall I warm your bed?"

Fang Chi lowered his head and kissed him again, bit his lips and said softly, "...Okay, I'll warm you up first."

The arm on the shoulder slipped, and Lin Xiao's thin white fingers tightly twisted the bed sheet, and the palms were covered with sweat. I have to say... Even though I said before that I am not afraid of pain, Captain Fang did a good job in the early preparations. Too careful and gentle.

The more nuanced it is, the more unbearable it is.

In the end, Master Xiao Lin, whose three souls ran away with seven souls first, took a deep breath and said, "I... I'll lie down..."

Fang Chi: "!!!"

No... Where did you learn this kind of professional knowledge? !

Lin Xiao moved his body, buried his side face on the white pillow, and seemed to guess what he was thinking, and muttered: "...I, I checked it on the Internet some time ago..."

Fang Chi: "..."

Sure enough, Tianxiu.

He was obviously a novice on the road, and he was so nervous that he was trembling all the time, but he abruptly assumed the skillful posture of a veteran driver.

As expected of Lin. Zhen. Well-deserved reputation. Natural black. Diligent and motivated. Xiao.

Fang Chi couldn't help laughing in a low voice, took the special necessities that had been waiting for a long time in the bedside table, and then gently kissed Lin Xiao's side waist.

Lin Xiao couldn't see it, especially at this time, his senses were infinitely deepened and extended in the tense emotions, he couldn't help himself, it was difficult to control himself, but he could only let Fang Chi lead him into the unknown world inch by inch.

He goes with the flow, he lets things happen.

During the whole process, Captain Fang was gentle and meticulous, carefully paying attention to Master Xiaolin's every reaction, and whispering in his ear in a soothing and coaxing tone.

"Don't be nervous... don't be so stiff..."

"Relax... don't force your shoulders and neck, didn't you teach me when you were doing massage before..."

Lin Xiao: "..."

Chaos, confusion.

But Brother Chi... can we be gentlemen at this time?

Is it okay to just move your hands and not speak? qaq!

The small clock beside the bed was ticking, and the room was quiet, as if it was endless.

Finally, when it was over, Fang Chi held Lin Xiao, who was completely exhausted, in his arms, and slowly stroked his thin and protruding spine with his palms, like comforting, more like caring with satisfaction, and the same as just now. Rampant and reckless is completely in stark contrast.

Fang Chi kissed him on the side of the face, his voice was still hoarse: "Is it okay, is there any discomfort?"

Lin Xiao was still sobbing uncontrollably in his breathing, unable to speak, and could only shake his head slowly upon hearing this.

Fang Chi asked again: "Take you to take a bath?"

Lin Xiao leaned into his arms and shook his head again.

Fang Chi pulled the quilt over the two of them, and said with a light smile, "Then sleep, I'll hold you."

Subconsciously, Lin Xiao only remembered the last sentence, and couldn't even tell whether he had responded or not, but it didn't matter. At this moment, his heart was completely filled with tranquility and stability, so he leaned on Fang Chi's shoulder with peace of mind, almost instantly Just fell asleep.

……

When he opened his eyes again, Lin Xiao couldn't tell the meaning of tonight and hexi for a while.

Lying on the bed in a daze for a while, I couldn't tell what time it was.

I wanted to reach out to touch the cell phone next to the pillow, but before I raised my arm, I just moved it a little, and I felt pain all over my body.

Lin Xiao: "..."

I didn't feel that way last night.

Why are you still... making a fuss?

And it was just a small movement on his side, and Fang Chi, who had been holding him in his arms behind him, immediately said, "Are you awake?"

Captain Fang's voice was still deep and pleasant, bringing Master Xiao Lin back to the memory of last night almost instantly.

Master Kobayashi, who was a hero last night and made preparations in advance so that his theoretical foundation was sound, was really overwhelmed by the first post-event embarrassment at this time.

Lin Xiao didn't dare to turn around and was too embarrassed to look back, thinking that his face must be blushing at this time, so he kept his posture and gave a soft "um" in a steady voice.

Captain Fang behind him was silent for two seconds, then suddenly burst out laughing, got up and glanced at him, and said with a chuckle, "Tsk... are you shy?"

Lin Xiao: "..."

Although, you really don't have to say it!

Fang Chi scooped up his long arm, turned the person in his arms around, looked at Lin Xiao's flushed side face, and said with a low laugh, "Hey, it's a bit late for Master Xiaolin to be shy now, after all, the whole set All--"

"Shut up you!"

Lin Xiao couldn't listen to the coquettish words at this time, so he directly raised his hand to cover Fang Chi's mouth, for fear that he would die of shame and anger in the next second.

Fang Chi, who was forced to silence his voice, slightly bent his eyes, looked at him with smiling eyes for a few seconds, and then suddenly kissed Lin Xiao's palm.

Lin Xiao's heart moved, and he slowly put down his hand.

"Hey, Master Xiaolin...do you feel uncomfortable?"

Lin Xiao blushed, thought for a while, and said honestly: "Just...the arms and legs are a little sore...others...no more."

"Oh..." Fang Chi pondered for a moment, and seriously explained his doubts: "Arm hurts... probably because you kept hugging my neck afterwards, and half of me was suspended in the air. I was too hard, did my leg hurt... maybe Because—uh!"

His mouth was suddenly covered again, and Lin Xiao almost cried out, "Teacher Fang, I don't want to learn this question!"

Really don't need to help me recall the details!

— After all, I remember it all...

Teacher Fang raised his eyebrows slightly, and finally let out a muffled laugh.

In fact, Lin Xiao didn't know, since last night... To be more precise, it was after four o'clock in the morning this morning. After Lin Xiao fell asleep, Fang Chi was always awake.

The wall lamp at the head of the bed was constantly on, dimly lit all night long. Captain Fang had been silently watching the sleeping face of the person in his arms after exhausting his physical strength.

The bit by bit images from the beginning to the present flashed through my mind like a movie in slow motion——

The first meeting in the massage shop on a rainy night, the reddish eyes when listening to him singing on the sofa on the second floor, Lin Xiao's bright and bright smile when he was driving to the sea, and all kinds of things later, all become memories.

In the back of my mind, Master Xiaolin's face, hands, and eyes of Master Xiaolin flashed endlessly, and finally connected together into Captain Fang's amazing and tender love romance.

Fang Chi is not a romantic person, but at that moment, he really felt all the factors that can be called romantic in himself, and Lin Xiao's name was written on each one.

For a moment, he even felt that the happiness in his arms was a bit unreal.

This is probably because of too much love.

But now, seeing Master Xiao Lin's flushed face after waking up, and the faint crimson eye corners, all the unreality disappeared without a trace.

This person is his.

Completely, from beginning to end, from inside to outside, is his alone.

He collected him carefully and took good care of him. At the same time, he was willing to give up the rest of his life.

Sincerely, through the years, facing the wine and the moon, smelling the flowers and listening to the snow——

And he is the only one.