I heard that you are handsome, but unfortunately I am blind

Chapter 13

After Lin Xiao finished saying "I'm sorry", he kept silent again.

The meaning to be expressed has been made very clear. Although some words are incoherent, Lin Xiaoneng is sure that this is enough for the other party to understand that there are some things he really can't do.

Although this kind of thorough self-analysis will bring some straightforward pessimism and depression psychologically, some words can only be explained in this way.

Lin Xiaowei lowered her head, obviously unable to see, but at this moment she was inexplicably unwilling to face the person sitting beside her.

He thought, I am blind.

This kind of self-knowledge that has been very deep has brought him indescribable regret and loss at this moment.

In fact, if he can see...or if he has the experience of traveling alone before, or, even if his self-care ability is stronger or better than it is now, at least he is in an unfamiliar environment. Take it easy, take it easy——

He is only 19 years old, how could he really not want to leave this massage parlor?

The world is so big, even if you can't see it, you are happy to go there.

The clock on the wall passed eleven o'clock slowly, the night was quiet, the two of them sat on the small sofa, for a long while, neither of them spoke a word.

However, such silence seemed meaningless to Lin Xiao. The objective fact was that, and it could not be changed.

After a long time, Lin Xiao seemed to be struggling to escape from the emotion just now, sighed lightly, and his expression basically returned to normal, so he spoke again.

"Fang..." Lin Xiao paused, and seemed to feel that it was inappropriate to call Fang Chi directly by his name, but he couldn't find a more suitable address for a while, so he had to say: "It's getting late, if you are sure that you don't want to have a massage today If it is... However, I still suggest that you do it for a few days in a row, because..."

"My flight the day after tomorrow, counting today, is full of plans, and I have to make sure that there will be no temporary situations tomorrow, and I can only do it twice."

Fang Chi opened his mouth and cut off his words calmly.

Lin Xiao bit her lower lip, but she did not say a word.

Fang Chi took a deep breath, thought for a long time, and it was time to come to a conclusion. He turned around and looked straight into Lin Xiao's eyes. His eyes were straight and sharp, as if he wanted to see through those beautiful but beautiful eyes. The dazed and out-of-focus pupils penetrated his heart all the time.

"Having said so much, I only heard the objective reasons you stated, but I didn't hear what you really wanted to say in your heart."

Lin Xiao was startled, and said in a daze, "What, what?"

Fang Chi hit the nail on the head, and asked bluntly: "Aside from these things, I just want to know, from your heart, are you willing to give it a try?"

I talked a lot about it, and gave him examples to show reality, but I just didn't hear the phrase "I don't want to".

"I..." Lin Xiao opened his mouth, but the second half of the sentence got stuck in his throat, but his heartbeat accelerated in an instant.

Fang Chi's scrutiny ability is too vicious.

This question is too straightforward for Lin Xiao.

Seeing that he was speechless, Fang Chi's expression softened in an instant. He bent his mouth and said firmly, "Sure enough, you are willing."

The most secret and unreachable desire in his heart was punctured like this, Lin Xiao's handsome face turned red almost at the same time, he almost concealed it, and said embarrassingly and excitedly: "But...but even if I, Even if I wanted to, I would..."

I can't go, I can't do it.

I can't make myself strong and tough in an instant, and I don't even have the confidence to experience the world outside this massage shop that is coming to me without preparation.

"As long as you are willing, what you just said is not a problem." Fang Chi's voice was always calm, but with indescribable power to comfort people's hearts.

"Unfamiliar environment, strange people, completely unfamiliar external factors, and untouched life style, these are not problems." Fang Chi smiled and said, "Because I will not leave you alone."

Lin Xiao's hands beside him suddenly clenched into fists.

—I won't leave you alone.

Fang Chi tried his best to make himself clear. After all, there is only one shot of the booster. If you don’t use it now, it will be invalid as soon as the effect is over. "I will take you with you, starting from the moment you step out of this massage parlor , I will take you every step of the invisible and untrodden road, and I don’t need a blind stick, because even if there is a small stone under your feet, I will remind you by the side, of course, help you pick up the stone It’s not impossible to throw it farther, but I’d rather watch you step over by yourself.”

Double entendre.

Lin Xiao's clenched arms were trembling, but he couldn't say a word at this moment.

Fang Chi felt that he had never used so much patience to persuade and comfort a person in his life, and tonight was his lifetime, "You are my personal masseuse, so I will be responsible for you, the content of this responsibility, Including but not limited to your safety, health, finances, and even...emotions. If you feel that verbal promises are not effective, we can write these contents into the contract. If you have doubts about the authenticity of the contract, there is no problem. Let the agent go to the street police station, and invite a policeman you are familiar with and trustworthy to come over, as a third-party witness, and the contract can also be placed in the police station, in short..."

Fang Chi smiled, and said in a deep voice, "I will definitely do what I promised."

Lin Xiao still didn't express his opinion, but he could clearly feel that his eye sockets were a little sore.

Fang Chi carefully observed his expression and reaction, and suddenly saw the steam in his eyes, and suddenly panicked: "Hey! Oh, it's not...you, that...Master Xiaolin, you can't be so moved, right?"

Lin Xiao sniffed, raised his hand and quickly wiped his eyes.

Fang Chi looked at his eyes that were soaked in tears, which were especially soft and moist, and laughed and said, "You are crying now? Master Xiaolin's mental quality is not very strong, then... I will give you some more tears? If I were to say, if there is no rehearsal or the interval between traveling to other cities at the end of each concert, I will take you out as much as possible, and slowly tell you about the people, objects, scenery, and things I can see , can you perform a burst of tears for me in public?"

Lin Xiao also felt that it was embarrassing to suddenly lose control of his emotions in front of a person he was not particularly familiar with. He forced a smile, "What you said...is it true?"

Fang Chi raised his eyebrows, and replied affirmatively: "Really—but since the last promises about going out for a walk from time to time are a bit long, and the formal contract should not be so sensational, so this is just my personal guarantee, but do not worry--"

Fang Chi's palm suddenly covered Lin Xiao's soft and fluffy hair, he quickly rubbed it, and said with a light smile, "Captain Fang's personal promise is much more effective than a contract."

Lin Xiao was caught off guard and rubbed his head to the side, but Fang Chi quickly took his hand away and asked as if nothing had happened: "So, can Master Xiaolin give me another answer now?"

Lin Xiao pursed his lips and asked suddenly: "Before that, I still have three questions."

"About remuneration?"

Lin Xiao shook his head resolutely. Up to now, the remuneration he can get as a so-called private masseur can no longer be compared with Fang Chi's promise.

"Then you ask."

Lin Xiao said: "First, if I agree, what I need to do for you is just personal massage therapy, and there is no need to..."

"No." Fang Chi replied very simply and decisively: "You just need to provide me with professional daily shoulder, neck and wrist physiotherapy, and ensure that I can not leave my drum kit temporarily due to injury during the tour."

"Okay." Lin Xiao took a deep breath, and then said: "The second question-why must I?"

Fang Chi raised his eyes for a moment.

Unexpectedly, this Master Xiaolin looked harmless and gentle on the surface, but in fact he explored the problem from a very tricky angle.

Fang Chi frowned, and repeated the question in his heart, that's right, objectively speaking, Lin Xiao was indeed not the most suitable candidate, why did he spend so much time, even creating conditions when there were no conditions? , must he?

Lin Xiao sensed the other party's silence, and tacitly did not urge him, but just waited patiently.

After a while, Fang Chi sighed and said calmly, "Maybe it's because of the quietness."

"Quiet?"

"Yes." The other party was willing to trust me unconditionally, Fang Chi didn't intend to hold back, and said bluntly: "I can't say why, it's just a kind of intuition, I... To be honest, every time I come to you for a massage, When I feel the most relaxed and peaceful in my heart these days, this kind of physical sensation... I haven't felt it for many years."

Lin Xiao seemed a little surprised by this answer. He thought that the other party would say some objective answers such as "Because you have the best skills", "Because I have the most obvious massage effect here". Who would have expected Fang Chi's answer? So subjective and abstract.

Lin Xiao said casually: "You come here in the middle of the night every time. It's already this time. Is it abnormal if you are not quiet?"

"..." Fang Chi laughed, and rubbed the center of his brows helplessly: "I can't tell, Master Xiaolin...not only is good at massage, but also a master at destroying the atmosphere."

"Okay, let's talk about the third question."

Lin Xiao was silent for a moment, and when he spoke again, there was a bit of soft and tender request in his voice.

"The song "Crazy Blind"...you, can you sing it to me once?"

Captain Fang didn't expect it, and was stunned for a moment.

After a long time, the lines of his deep and cold face softened completely, and he said softly: "Okay."

-

Hearing the legend on the moon is just a smile on your lips

All the colors of the earth fall into your eye sockets

I heard that strange direction is an utopia that you can't go to

In my longing, I also wanted to break through this dark net

Black and white gray three-color entanglement

innocent time is wrong

broken heaven

It's a song that the night sings

I know you can't see, you can't speak, so I have to grope

Step by step through the twists and turns of life alone

Roaring and roaring are discarded in the corner of no one

go fuck the world happy enough not to love me

You live every second your heart beats

……

The moon was bright and the night was deep, and the man's originally clear and clean voice became lazier and hoarse. He sang and hummed this fast-paced song. The creek, moistening things silently, flows through those pale or thick black times, quietly but firmly, slowly to the unknown distance.

There is also the young man who has been sitting by the side listening quietly, with reddish hot eye sockets, very beautiful.

The author has something to say: Heck, that... the lyrics and so on were written by Nineteen blindly.

Master Kobayashi: The world is so big, I want to go around!

Captain Fang: I'll take the money, and I'll take you.

Come and chat in the comment area~ The front row continues to drop red envelopes.

Love everyone!