For the sake of my brother debut, I decided to become a Uranus superstar

Chapter 109

Luo Xiao, who was told that the drink was out, nodded distressedly, and said "thank you" to the shopkeeper. Just as she was about to leave, she seemed to remember something, divided most of the skewers in her hand, and handed them to him.

It made the owner feel embarrassed: "Oh, I'm out of drinks and I'll give you this... I have a little thing here, but I can't sell it, and throwing it there is also occupying space, otherwise I will give it to you."

After searching under the counter for a long while, the shopkeeper took out a headband, and before Luo Xiao could see what it looked like, he fastened it on Luo Xiao's head and nodded with satisfaction: " I knew it would look good to you... hey, walk slowly."

Luo Xiao, who was inconvenient to touch her hair while holding a skewer, raised her head blankly, wanting to see what kind of stuff was stuck on her head.

——how could it be possible to see it!

Luo Xiao just walked all the way in doubt, thinking about whether to take a long way to find other places, but unexpectedly saw a figure that shouldn't appear here.

"...Yi Rong?"

The boy sitting under the tree turned his head when he heard the sound, and his expression was different from that of the usual shy and soft rabbit. In the cool night wind, his eyes were as cold as icebergs and snow that would never melt for thousands of years. Down-hearted.

——like a god looking down on mortals from the Olympic Mountains, with a cold and alienated indifference.

Such a cold look made Luo Xiao even think that he had misunderstood the person, and the next second, Shen Yirong looked at him and laughed: "Why are you dressed like this?"

The indifference was instantly washed away by the smile.

The black-haired boy tilted his head in confusion, and even the cat ears on his head tilted accordingly.

Not knowing that he was wearing a cat ear headband and was on the verge of exploding his cuteness. Luo Xiao didn't understand what Shen Yirong was talking about, and thought he was talking about the skewers in his hand, so he walked over and took the remaining bamboo sticks. Throwing it to him: "What are you doing here?"

This is a slope, not far from the barbecue place, but it is far away from the lights. You can only see that the slope is covered by pumpkin red lights, and the warm orange red is dancing under the night, and there are beer bottles faintly. The sound of falling to the ground and the sounds of laughter and cursing drifted faintly along the wind, and when they reached the dark shadow of the trees full of night coolness, they had quietly melted into the rustling leaves.

Shen Yirong thanked him. When he ate skewers, he also looked like a bunny, biting from the edge, and looking from the side, his fluffy head was arched.After taking two bites like this, he asked, "What about you, why are you here?"

"Come out to buy a drink." After replying, Luo Xiao realized that Shen Yirong didn't answer her question, and reminded, "Aren't you bored sitting here by yourself?"

Shen Yirong moved the skewers away from his mouth, and after a while, he said softly, like reciting a poem: "'But the excitement belongs to them, I have nothing'..."

"..."Moonlight in the Lotus Pond"?"

Shen Yirong smiled and said, "You know."

"Well, in high school courses, I still prefer Chinese to mathematics..." Luo Xiao said honestly, "But let's forget ancient poetry, I can't understand it, and I still like modern Chinese."

Shen Yirong looked at him twice, and then said: "It's fine if you say that to me, but if it's to fans, don't say that."

"……what?"

"Nowadays, idols have to be created by people. Even if they don't want to be a schoolmaster, at least they can't be scumbags." He carefully took out the handkerchief in his pocket and wrapped the clean bamboo sticks. Idols that you can’t appreciate will be called idiots... Although there are a lot of real idiots in the entertainment industry, there are too many people who just graduated from junior high school and high school. It’s all going to be hyped up... If you talk about it like this, you’re afraid you’ll lose your fans.”

Luo Xiao was taken aback for a moment: "...Can the scope of losing fans be so large? But the problem is that I am a person who has to memorize ancient poems by rote. I am a very ordinary person. It makes no sense to become an idol. Suddenly you can do everything in the decathlon..."

"To be an idol, you can't be an ordinary person. You have to be a superman who can achieve things that ordinary people can't do... Even if you can't do it, you have to pretend that you can." Shen Yirong sighed, "I have met the most amazing girl." The reason for losing fans is that the fans said that the idol actually had to go to the bathroom, and couldn't bear to lose fans... It's not my fans, but my senior brother's fans. My senior brother encountered such a thing at the signing event at that time, on stage I have to continue to sign in a serious manner, and start cursing as soon as I get off the stage, scolding bloody."

Seeing Luo Xiao's stunned look, Shen Yirong added: "Oh, by the way, he was photographed by the paparazzi for cursing, and he lost a wave of fans after posting it on the Internet, so he can't vent his anger, he can only hold it in. Laughing even when you vomit blood due to internal injuries, this is the daily life of an idol.”

"...Are you full of resentment?" Sensitively sensing the true thoughts in Shen Yirong's plain tone, Luo Xiao asked.

"It's not resentment." Shen Yirong said plainly after wiping off the oil stains on his fingers, "It's just that I don't like it... I really don't like this kind of life."

If you don't like it, why do you come to be an idol...

Before I could ask in the future, I heard Shen Yirong's voice: "If you want to know, your future life has already been arranged...would you feel bored?"

Luo Xiao thought for a while, and gave the other party an unexpected answer: "No, I will feel at ease instead. In this case, it means that there is no way out, as long as we continue to walk firmly on this road... ..."

"...Really." He lowered his head and said in a low voice, "Sure enough, it's a completely different way of thinking from mine. I'm a little envious."

In the night wind, a few strands of the boy's hair were lifted up, and there was nothingness in his water-clear eyes, no matter how much he stretched out his hands to salvage them.

I always feel... different from the usual Shen Yirong.

"People's ideas are always different, and besides... I feel that the future life will be boring after all. I... actually quite envy this kind of person." Luo Xiao looked at the lights at the bottom of the slope, not knowing what to do. How to express my feelings, I struggled to organize my words, "I may be the kind of person who is very afraid of any changes. I feel that I can bear the current life, at least I have a bottom line in my heart. But after the changes, I don't know if the future will get better or worse..."

"No, life keeps getting worse, and it won't get better just because you pray for it." Shen Yirong said lightly, "Whenever you think that life is bad enough and it's time to bottom out, it can always be used. Facts tell you, it can be worse than you think."

"...Maybe, I was the same before. I thought that as long as I was alive, I could endure everything else. I hoped that I could get through this kind of life every day, but it turned out not to be." Luo Xiao nodded, "I still would I prayed to God to help me, but then I thought about it, there are so many miserable people in the world every day, if God helps one by one, I probably can’t help them.”

In the end, it was Lin Suyu's big fire that solved all of this.

Because the fire trucks came fast and there were no casualties, Zhou Jiankang, who was almost buried in the flames after being given sleeping pills by Lin Suyu, insisted on divorcing Luo Zhi after waking up, regardless of Luo Zhi's cries to keep her. A lawyer took the initiative to take the case and helped Luo Zhi get the house and the custody of the two children.

When she just got divorced, Luo Zhi was still in tears all day long, thinking that how could a woman survive without a man, how bad the influence of a single-parent family would be on a child, and how others would treat the two cubs.

It is true that during that time, the three of them lived very poorly, and were forced to sell their houses at one point. Two of them even almost dropped out of school due to financial reasons. I want to go to the cafeteria to help get food in exchange for a chance to eat.

"What then?"

Luo Xiao showed a dumbfounding expression on his face: "My mother is now a divorce lawyer. She persuades people to get divorced all day long, and her temper has become aggravated. The last time there was a wretched man who harassed my mother, she was directly pulled out by my mother with a broom. She also said that without a man, she can live well by herself... We only found out about this when we got home. Although the lawsuits she accepted were all ridiculous and disgusting, but because they received large amounts of property... Property division? I don’t understand that term. Anyway, I have a lot of income now, so I agreed with Su Yuxiu and I to become idols. went out to work."

Shen Yirong laughed out loud: "Very good."

"It's pretty good, but I was actually quite scared during that time, because I didn't know what would happen in the end, and there was a possibility of dying in the ditch because of hunger and cold... If possible, I would like to choose a safer option. life." At this point, Luo Xiao sighed, "Well... It seems that it is not very credible to say this in my current capacity."

If you want stability, why come to be an idol.

Luo Xiao thought for a while, and then said: "So if someone told me from the beginning that your future life can only be in the entertainment industry, I think I might be happy instead. But how should I say it? I don't know what will happen in the future, and I never thought that one day I will stand on such a big stage and sing to thousands of people... Maybe, this sense of unknown that I don't know what will happen in the future is just Joy of life."

Having said that, he lightly patted Shen Yirong on the shoulder: "Even if you think the road is fixed, you can't say for sure. Nothing is static. I'm actually more willing to believe it, as long as you grit your teeth and stick to it." , a miracle will happen.”

Shen Yirong looked at him for a while, then smiled: "Actually, you don't need to work so hard to find something to comfort me, I'm just talking casually. You look so stressed, let I feel so sorry for you."

"I, do I seem to be under a lot of pressure?"

Unaware that he was racking his brains just now to try to say something, but finally gave up, Luo Xiao said in annoyance: "I... I'm sorry, you look very troubled... I I don't know what to say to make you feel better. Is there anything I can do, as long as I can, you can just say..."

"We are just friends who have just met, right?" Shen Yirong comforted him in turn, "If it's just ordinary friends, you don't need to be so concerned about me, even if you don't say a word, just listen to me, I will I am also very grateful."

"...Hey?" Luo Xiao was taken aback, "How can this be, my friend..."

"You don't think that if you say you are a friend, you have to stab your friend, worry about his troubles, and help him solve everything?" Shen Yirong said in surprise, "You are not afraid of giving when you make friends like this. Will all the sincerity be thrown on the ground as garbage in the future?"

"...I thought that's what friends do."

"No need." Shen Yirong blinked and said seriously, "No, you don't need to do this. Although I envy Lin Suyu very much and hope you can treat me like Lin Suyu, we are different, you Now there is no need to force yourself to treat me the way you treat Lin Suyu."

For Shen Yirong, whose Sense of Words and Moments skills were almost at the full level, Luo Xiao's state of mind at this time was so easy to understand that he didn't even need to guess.

"No, don't you need it?"

"Well, no need. Aren't you and Lu Zhenglin also friends?"

"Am I friends with him?"

"Forget it."

"But I never took the initiative to tell him to be friends..."

"That counts."

The two looked at each other for a while, before Luo Xiao nodded with confusion on his cat ears, and asked persistently: "Then, if you are a friend, what should I do for you?"

"Well...you don't need anything." Shen Yirong thought for a while, and replied, "As long as the two of us stay together and do something casually, it will be fine. So, if you feel like staying with me If you are not happy together, you don't have to sit here with me to blow the cold wind against your will."

"I... To be honest, I used to feel quite awkward staying with you. Every time I face you, I feel as if I am talking to a cartoon character. It feels very unreal... But today, I feel Fortunately, it feels like I'm talking to a living person." After hesitating for a moment, Luo Xiao asked again, "Is it that simple to be friends?"

"It's okay, there is no need for any special reason."

Luo Xiao scratched at her hair, but caught the headband on her head, and was brought down along with her fingers.

Seeing the cat ear headband lying quietly in his hand, Luo Xiao's eyes froze.

After a long time, he said in astonishment: "I was wearing this just now, and walked all the way?"

"Probably so."

"You just looked at this and talked to me for a long time?"

"Well, yes, it's very hard to hold back a smile."

Luo Xiao: "..."

Seeing Luo Xiao's expression of wanting to hit someone, Shen Yirong smiled sullenly, and said: "Just now you asked me what I was doing here, right..."

"Ah."

"Actually, I...have rarely participated in such multi-person gatherings." Shen Yirong put her fingers together, "Because I think we will break up anyway in the future. If the relationship is not good, there will be no touching at the moment of parting. Not to mention, there may be times in the future where we will turn against them. The more beautiful the memories, the more cruel that moment will be... So, in order to avoid this from happening, I prefer to just keep a distance from people from the beginning .”

Because you are afraid of losing, you simply don't get it from the beginning.

If you were to be a cold-eyed bystander all alone, wearing a fake shell and walking in the safe zone at a distance, maybe when the pain came, there would be no fluctuations in your heart.

"not like this."

——but was refuted so gently and firmly.

"People live in the present, and for the sake of the pain that may come in the future, it is wrong to throw away the happiness that can be sure of now." Luo Xiao put the cat ear headband in her hand on Shen Yirong's head, Word by word, "You are not free and easy, you are just afraid."

And what can make Luo Xiao move forward is never fear, but longing.

It was his longing for the stage that made him decide to suspend school, and he mustered up the courage to ask his mother for support.

Although fear will spur people to speed up, the driving force cannot be derived from the disgust and fear of other things, so they choose to enter the entertainment circle as an idol out of escape.

——It can only be the love from the heart.

"Although I'm immature, and there are many things I don't understand... I don't know much about making friends, and I may not be able to help you with many things, but at least I can give you a hand in this matter. "Luo Xiao pulled Shen Yirong up from the ground, picked up the bamboo stick he had put on the grass beside him, and started to pull it towards the brightly lit place down the slope.

"Hey... wait, what are you doing?"

"If you really don't care and think so thoroughly, you would have gone back alone a long time ago, why are you still sitting here and watching..." Luo Xiao pulled Shen Yirong's arm, and the young man's flying smile appeared in the starry night sky The bottom is also dazzling as if it is shining.

"Wait, wait a minute, I'm not ready yet..."

"What mental preparations do you need? What kind of mental preparations do you need to eat a barbecue?"

Shen Yirong struggled to death and said: "But, me, no one wants to barbecue with me, right... If we go now, it must be very strange, right?"

"How did you know that you didn't go...Hey, what do you want to do by hugging the tree? Loose-hand-ah-"

When Luo Xiao dragged Shen Yirong to the scene, the scene was already in chaos.

The source of the noise was probably Cancan's three youngest brothers, led by Min Fengqi, took more than a dozen beer mugs and filled them with water at different water levels, jingling and playing music happily.Luo Heze obviously had a drink, his cheeks were red and he was banging a metal baking pan as a drum, quite happily.Zhang Qilian shook a few green leeks that hadn't been baked yet, and also accompanied Min Fengqi's impromptu rap with a B-BOX.

Min Fengqi held a barbecue clip as a microphone, and said hoarsely: "I'm here to invite Gu Ning, who will give us a KTV golden song that single dogs will cry when they hear it, and couples will break up when they hear it. ...Let's give it a round of applause!"

And Ke Gu Ning, who had been poured into a delirious state, was holding the legs of the table and crying, no matter how the people around him comforted him, his tears could not be stopped, and he was still crying: "Why Murong?" Aotian and Nangong Wanqing can't be together, why... and why I'm still single, crying and singing love songs for other people's stories, who will tell me why..."

——Where does this follow!

Just when Shen Yirong was full of complaints, someone grabbed his shoulders from behind, and when he turned his head, he found that it was Cen Xingguang, who was in the same group as the stage performance before.

"Yi Rong, where did you go just now? If you don't come back, the things we left for you will be snatched by other people... Oh, your cat ears are pretty pretty." Cen coughed guiltyly, Cen Xingguang didn't notice the expression on Shen Yirong's face, he only wanted to sell the purple rice bread that he had baked into charcoal, "Luo Xiao, you came at a good time, come, can we eat together?"

Just as Luo Xiao wanted to speak, Hua Qian shouted excitedly as if seeing a savior from afar: "A Xiao, A Xiao—come here quickly, we need you here—!"

"Okay, then you go over there, I'll take Yirong away, I said before that I would cover him..." Cen Xingguang hooked Shen Yirong's shoulder, and pushed the unnatural little rabbit away .

…………

"what's up?"

As soon as the words came out, seeing Lin Suyu hanging on Lu Zhenglin's back like a koala, Luo Xiao was a little dumbfounded: "He...?"

Lu Zhenglin said with a dark face: "Hurry up and drag this guy away..."

He really tried his best to throw Lin Suyu out just now, but this kid is like chewing gum that can't be shaken off when he steps on it. He clings to life and death and refuses to leave. Mom, don't go." If this continues, Lu Zhenglin, who has been promoted to be an old mother, feels that today's barbecue meeting may see blood.

Originally, he wanted Youyou to help him, but who knows that Youyou walked over gracefully on rock and roll steps, and seeing them like this was so moved that he cried, and he said like an old father full of tears, "Seeing you I'm relieved to be in love with each other"——Lu Zhenglin only found out that the alcoholic You Yi had been drunk by Zhu Xuanzhen.

You can't count on this unreliable person at all!

"Brother Su doesn't recognize people after drinking, and has been going crazy..." Hua Qian said distressedly, "I think the only person who can look better than Lu Zhenglin is you. If you want to save Lao Lu, you are probably the only one." Come here to get his attention..."

Lu Zhenglin: "..."

Although Luo Xiao's appearance is outstanding, and he is indeed more popular than him from the perspective of public acceptance, but hearing Hua Qian's words, why is he so upset.

Luo Xiao repeated: "He doesn't recognize anyone?"

"That's right, calling Brother Bai is the gatekeeper, Uncle Li, and he hugged me and called my wife..." Thinking of the scene just now, Hua Qian shuddered again, "I don't know who will recognize you, I'm afraid he will take you I will recognize you as Luo Bingxi and then propose to you. Really, he proposed to at least ten people just now, and the names of the actresses he calls are different every time, it’s too scary."

Luo Xiao: "..."

Seeing Lin Suyu like this for the first time, Luo Xiao also felt a little uncertain. Lin Suyu was now [-] times more noisy than usual.He walked to Lin Suyu's side and patted him on the back lightly: "Suyu?"

Lin Suyu turned his head, looked at him in a daze, and said "Ah—" in a raised tone, indicating that he had heard it.

Feeling even more uncertain, Luo Xiao slowed down and asked, "Do you still remember who I am?"

Lin Suyu leaned over slowly, looked at it for a while, then let go of his hand suddenly, and swayed backwards.

Luo Xiao subconsciously went to pick him up, but the blond boy had already embraced him. The choking smell of barbecue mixed with the fruity scent of his shampoo was overwhelming like the smell of scorching summer. A wave of foam rises up to the ankles, submerging the hot white sand with a low and long lullaby of the tide.

The blond boy with a bright smile on his face said softly, "Xiaoxiao, I miss you—"