not can't lose

Chapter 22

Ning Qiu was so sleepy that he couldn't keep his eyes open, but when Lin Xiao said this, his brain seemed to be pumped again, and he became sober in an instant.

Ning Qiu seldom acted emotionally, and his relationship with Lin Xiao was beyond that of a cousin, probably the only emotional thing he experienced.

Ning Qiu actually doesn't know why everyone thinks that he and Lin Ling can get together, and even says that Lin Ling has more affection for him than a friend.

Ning Qiu thought about it seriously, and wanted to sit up from the half-lying state, but Lin Xiao sat on the edge of the bed, reached out and pressed him on the bed again, bowed his head and kissed his lips lightly, and asked, "You know, Yes or no?"

Ning Qiu's clear eyes were like clear glass. Lin Xiao always felt that there were no human emotions and desires in them. He looked at Ning Qiu anxiously, waiting for his answer.

Ning Qiu said: "She and I are just friends, why do everyone ask me about this?"

Lin Xiao heaved a sigh of relief, he was sure that Ning Qiu really had no love for his sister.

Lin Xiao said, "Because everyone thinks you two are more suitable?"

Ning Qiu wondered: "Why? I became friends with her because I have a similar personality to her, and we are not suitable to live together. Besides, I can still understand when other people ask me about this matter. , Lin Xiao, why did you come to ask me about this?"

After all, Lin Xiao is only a young man in his early twenties, and his longing for love makes him always feel that love and life are the same thing.He loves Ning Qiu, and he firmly believes in this, so he feels that love means wanting to be with each other, "together" in various forms.

Speaking of which, he is not sure that Ning Qiu loves him 100%, because Ning Qiu is more like his guardian than his lover.

Lin Xiao said: "You two have similar personalities, my sister is not as good as you."

He also didn't like to hear Ning Qiu say that he was similar to Lin Ling. He hoped that there would be no relationship between Ning Qiu and Lin Ling.

Ning Qiu looked at Lin Xiao for a while before realizing a question, that is, is Lin Xiao jealous?

But Ning Qiu didn't have the bad taste to talk about such embarrassing or uncomfortable topics with the person concerned, so he didn't directly mention this matter.

"She and I are both more rational people and think about problems in a similar way," he said.

Ning Qiu wants to say that she and I are not the ones who put feelings first, because we are born not to believe that feelings are reliable, because feelings are something that is constantly changing and cannot be evaluated, even if we believe the feelings at this moment , and will not believe in future feelings, besides, there is no need to put feelings first, so there is no need to place feelings on others.

But in front of him is Lin Xiao who is very emotional, and Ning Qiu also knows that he can't tell him these things, it will hurt Lin Xiao's feelings very much.

Lin Xiao looked at Ning Qiu obsessively, as if he was a little happy, but he was restraining his joy.

Ning Qiu reached out and touched his face. Although Ning Qiu watched Lin Xiao grow up, and Lin Xiao was a very beautiful boy since he was a child, Ning Qiu should be immune to his exquisite beauty. But Ning Qiu will still have the emotion of "never get tired of watching it a hundred times".

In Ning Qiu's eyes, most of Lin Xiao's thoughts are "childish", "floating in the sky", "unrealistic", and "unaware of the sufferings of the world", but Lin Xiao's innocence does not have the kind of "childishness" like his mother's. There are annoying elements such as "hypocritical" and "praise the high and step down the low", so Ning Qiu generally thinks that he is a "good boy", and because he is his own child, there is no way not to like him.

Lin Xiao asked with some uncertainty: "Ning Qiu, do you think we are more suitable?"

Lin Xiao seldom called Ning Qiu by his name. If he really called him by his name, it was probably a serious conversation after his careful consideration.

Ning Qiu actually doesn't know what a "good match" is. He has no experience in this area, nor does he think about it, and he doesn't accept the understanding of "good match" from people like his mother and Lin Xiao's mother.

Ning Qiu said, "Yes."

Lin Xiao's eyes instantly seemed to be covered with starlight, his joy was so obvious, he propped his arms and lowered his head to kiss Ning Qiu, saying: "You will never agree to be with my sister, will you? No matter what others say , you won't agree."

Ning Qiuxin said that I was with you, how could I still be with Lin Ling?

He said helplessly: "What's the matter? My mother asked me about it, and you asked me again. I won't be with her. I've said it many times."

Lin Xiao said: "Because my dad wants you to marry my sister, and then provokes the relationship between you and my sister. When you two fall out, he will benefit from it."

Lin Xiao knew his father very well, and he knew that although Ning Qiu was a gentle person, he actually had a strong self-esteem. If he pointed out the problem directly, Ning Qiu would never be able to really be with his sister again.

After hearing this, Ning Qiu was really stunned, and then he frowned and said, "Is it really worth father and daughter turning against each other just for the family property?"

Lin Xiao said: "I can understand my dad's thoughts. After all, in his eyes, money is the most important thing, and everything else is secondary. Because of money, you can have everything."

Ning Qiu sighed and said, "Lin Xiao, do you think so too?"

Lin Xiao was taken aback and said, "No, I think you are more important."

Ning Qiu didn't believe it.

Ning Qiu said: "Okay, I'm going to sleep, I'm really sleepy. Don't worry, your sister and I can't have anything other than ordinary friends."

Lin Xiao's provocation has achieved great results, and he doesn't want to see what Ning Qiu talked with his sister.

"I want to sleep too," he said.

He climbed into bed to sleep with Ning Qiu, Ning Qiu asked: "It's still early, can you sleep?"

Lin Xiao didn't want to say that he didn't sleep all night like Ning Qiu, but said, "I can sleep well."

Ning Qiu didn't care about him anymore, he was so sleepy and tired, he fell asleep soon, and woke up in the middle of the night, Lin Xiao roasted him like a stove, let him sleep a thin layer sweat.

There was no sound at all outside the bedroom window, so quiet that only the shallow breathing of Lin Xiao who was sleeping next to him could be heard.

On this late autumn night, Ning Qiu felt the happiness of being alone.

Ning Qiu has long realized that his views on family and love are not in line with the general trend of society. After being reminded by others, he also realizes that Lin Ling may indeed have expectations of him beyond friendship, but he does not think that Therefore, Lin Ling wanted to marry him and spend the rest of his life together.

Lin Ling hopes that someone she can fully trust will become her spiritual support and some kind of support for her, but this kind of thinking may only appear when she is relatively weak, and everyone has a relatively weak time, but Such times are rare, and Ning Qiu also feels that it is unrealistic to find this kind of emotional sustenance. He can be Lin Ling's friend and provide help within his ability when Lin Ling needs help, but he will not get along with him because of this. people get married.

It was impossible for Lin Ling to be so naive.

Everyone's hesitation and unspoken words must have deeper reasons.

Ning Qiu thought, the people who matched him and Lin Ling really thought things too simply, while both he and Lin Ling were very complicated people.

Ning Qiu stared at his little lover again in the dim light of the night, Lin Xiao was just a child who couldn't think deeply about problems.

Ning Qiu suddenly realized that maybe being together with others has nothing to do with the so-called character, whether it is suitable or not, sometimes it is a very random process.

He reached out from under the quilt and took Lin Xiao's hand on his waist, and held it in his hand. Lin Xiao's hand was so hot that Ning Qiu felt hot.