poor little understand

Chapter 24

Lin Junchuo's extremely dark green eyes looked at the sacrificial young man in front of him.

The boy's back was straight, but his hands were tightly clenched, even his toes were bent, and his teeth were clenched.After taking off his tattered top, the boy's body was covered with criss-cross scars, bleeding non-stop. Just looking at it makes people feel shocking.

This child is so introverted, but he took the initiative to talk to him, "Is the tea grown in the garden?"

"Can you teach me how to write, sir?"

"I didn't show off to anyone, I didn't think I was so great, and I didn't let my family talk around. I can't control them... Sir, don't..."

"I would like to turn into a stone bridge and be exposed to 500 years of wind, 500 years of sun, and 500 years of rain, just asking him to walk on the bridge."

Lin Junchuo never thought that such a young boy would have such feelings of admiration for him in this life.Scenes of the past emerged in his mind, and he was caught off guard that the boy had started admiring him at a very early age, not what he thought, the boy's admiration and respect for male elders.

The stone bridge, the stone bridge is clearly "Stone Bridge Zen", which is the words that Venerable Ananda told the Buddha about his love.It turned out that as early as that time, the boy had already secretly expressed his heart to him.

Today, when the teenager failed in the exam and was heartbroken by his parents, the teenager told him, "Your heart pleases you, you don't know", what kind of despair he was holding.

The young man didn't see him answer for a long time, tears flowed out of his eyes that were already swollen from crying, and fell to his legs along the red marks on his face, he lowered his head slowly, and whispered invisibly, "Yes... I'm sorry, sir, I..."

"Do you know what you said?" Lin Junchuo interrupted the boy, trying to make his tone less aggressive, but he couldn't hide his chaotic thoughts and the deepening thoughts of pity and comfort for the boy. , "Aren't you disgusted when your tutor mentioned homosexuality before?"

The tutor that Lin Mingcheng found for his son was driven away by Lin Muting because he was vigorously instigating Lin Muting to become gay, but now Lin Muting has shown his heart to him.

Lin Muting immediately stood up from the chair, pinching Lin Junchuo's shirt hem subconsciously, and immediately retorted, "She shouldn't instill sexual orientation to a minor, let alone a child. Sir, I know I only like men, and I've always known...."

With the development of the Internet, even children have been exposed to many things that they should not have been exposed to at their age.

Lin Muting found out that he didn't like women, but liked men when all the boys started to feel youthful towards their female classmates.

But he never dared to tell anyone, let alone his parents.

If his parents knew about his sexual orientation, they would be the first to think that he was mentally ill, and they would never accept lightly that their only son was a homosexual, which horrified them.

He likes Lin Junchuo, but he is not qualified to like Lin Junchuo, nor is he worthy of Lin Junchuo.

He didn't know what would happen after he expressed his heart to Lin Junchuo.

He didn't dare to expect Lin Junchuo's response.

Lin Junchuo looked down at the hem of the clothes that the young man was holding on to tightly, and pulled the shirt out of the young man's hands, "Change into clothes."

After saying this, he opened the bathroom door and walked out.

In the empty bathroom, Lin Muting walked to the sink with the perfume lily, looked at himself in the mirror with scars all over his body, and suddenly came to the shower room, turned on the shower, and let the cold water pour over his body , letting the wound get stinging from being washed by the water, the blood flowed more happily, and slowly sat down against the white marble tiles, his nose hurt so badly, and he was afraid that Lin Junchuo outside would hear it, so he cried extremely depressively .

He is in pain.

Lin Muting loves to cry since he was a child.When he was a child, he would cry when he was frightened by a big rooster in his grandma’s yard, when he was bitten by a dog, and even when he choked on a fishbone when eating.

Slowly, he grew up, and even forgot how to cry.Only now do I know that the pain was not enough, not that I forgot to cry.

When Lin Muting tidied himself up and walked out of the bathroom, Lin Junchuo also took a shower and sat on the sofa in loose dark blue home clothes, the water on his hair was still wet.

The man's already deep facial features, because of the bath just now, made his outline look tougher and more charming, his body exudes a pure and refined temperament without reservation, like a hot sun, luring Lin Muting to approach.

He actually knew that he was willing to trade everything he had for the chance to be close to this man.

Lin Junchuo frowned when he saw Lin Muting's dripping hair, and seeing the young man's eyes were red, he took back the scolding he was about to utter, and walked to the side, "Come here, take off your shirt. "

The wound on his body was cleaned and disinfected very lightly, and ointment was applied. Lin Muting felt a mint smell from his face to his body, as well as a very cool and refreshing feeling.

A man's mellow voice came, "Raise your hand."

When Lin Muting opened his eyes, he raised his hands subconsciously. The man put a loose T-shirt on him, and brought a bowl of tan concoction on the table, "Drink this."

Without saying a word, Lin Muting took the bowl and obediently drank the unpleasant medicine in one gulp.The man was very satisfied, "This medicine can promote the recovery of the wound. Before the wound scabs, you can't touch the water again, understand?"

Lin Muting wanted to explain, "I didn't touch the water on purpose, I just felt dirty and wanted to wash..."

"Twilight Pavilion."

Lin Junchuo took the medicine bowl from Lin Muting's hand, "I didn't expect your mother to beat you like this and let you go home alone. I'm sorry."

Lin Muting found that he had become the crybaby when he was a child again. Hearing Lin Junchuo's words, his eyes became wet, and tears flowed out involuntarily, but he found that a handkerchief embroidered with green bamboo was handed to him. In front of him, "Sir, I... I don't like to cry."

Lin Junchuo comforted him, "So many things happened today, an adult can't bear it. Everyone has sad times."

"Sir, I am not impulsive, and I am not relying on you because I was abandoned by my parents." It may be because of the medicine, Lin Muting's mouth is very bitter, and his heart is very bitter, but he is worried Chuo misunderstood him, "I really have to... I really like you, the kind of admiration for a lover is not childish, I..."

Lin Junchuo sighed, took out the handkerchief from his hand, and wiped his tears, "I believe you, I understand."

"Do you really have to believe me?" Lin Muting looked up at the man with tears in his eyes, a glint of hope flashed in his eyes.

Lin Junchuo stopped wiping his tears, and looked at the boy fixedly, "You have to be sure, you won't regret it in the future."

Lin Muting immediately replied, "I won't, I never will."

Lin Junchuo picked up the slender boy, put him on the bed in the room, took out the hair dryer from the bedside table, and said, "Close your eyes."

Lin Muting was a little uneasy, and closed his eyes in secret joy, feeling the slender and warm fingers running through the hair, the warm wind took away the moist water vapor, his mind was chaotic, and he was a little drowsy.

Just before he fell asleep, a soft kiss seemed to be placed on his forehead, and in the man's very soft "good night", he gradually fell into a sweet dream.