Chapter 58 Walking the red carpet together: You have to keep looking at me
Chapter 58 Walking the red carpet together: You have to keep looking at me
Song Tang's eyelashes trembled, and he didn't dodge this time. He just clasped Fang Hening's shoulders tightly, like a drowning man hugging his driftwood tightly, his voice trembling, "I...I don't want to be here .”
Fang Hening's eyes stared right at his lover who was close at hand, Song Tang's eyes were slightly red, and he was obviously shy but tried to look directly at his amber brown eyes, which were as bright as the stars embedded in the bright night sky .
The most beautiful thing in the world is nothing but this.
He laughed suddenly, his eyes softened, "Me too, I don't want to be in such a messy place for the first time, I've wronged you so much."
And with his current emotional state, if he really did it, he might hurt Song Tang unknowingly. He is not willing to take this risk. His precious candy deserves the best treatment.
Song Tang's breathing stagnated, and then he became short of breath. He directly raised his hand to cover Fang Hening's smiling eyes, and his cheeks turned red instantly.
Why is this person so vicious!
Is it still possible? !
He took several deep breaths slowly and back and forth before calming down. He decided to skip the embarrassing part. He didn't let go of his hand covering Fang Hening's eyes, and said directly: "This time the matter still needs to be resolved. We have reached a consensus, if you don’t want to worry about it, I’ll come.”
Fang Hening didn't care, but he couldn't turn a blind eye.
He couldn't accept that others framed the people he cared about so much.
Fang Hening held Song Tang's wrist, pulled Song Tang's hand down, sighed softly, and said, "Okay, I'll listen to you, you can do whatever you want."
Facing Fang Hening's approval, Song Tang frowned instead, "Don't put on such an attitude of lying flat and letting it go, it's your reputation."
Looking at Song Tang who was still a little angry, Fang Hening admitted his mistake graciously, "Sorry, I was wrong, I will definitely pay attention in the future, after all, my reputation is not only related to me, right? I have realized it before, but today it is a little... lost control."
As for his so-called biological parents and the reputation of the so-called Fang Group, he really didn't care at all.
If he was willing to do anything to protect his reputation, it was only because of Song Tang.
Song Tang glanced away and snorted softly. He was barely satisfied with Fang Hening's response. Speaking of the matter itself, "Zhao Yuanyang was taught a lesson by Chairman Luo after he broke up with Roy. He couldn't get along in the circle and was bought by Yuan Ruilin." Yes, I received a call from the other party before I came, it was, I was in a hurry and didn't remember to record a sound."
Fang Hening put some strength on the hand on Song Tang's back waist, "Zhao Yuanyang doesn't have the guts. It's not surprising that Yuan Ruilin is behind him. Don't be sorry. Even if there is a recording, it won't be of much use against Yuan Ruilin."
Song Tang nodded. Yuan Ruilin was really troublesome. He didn't think that this matter alone would bring him down. That was unrealistic. But having said that, he still didn't understand why this person was interested in him.
He didn't mention Yuan Ruilin again, and stood up supporting Fang Hening's legs, "Go back first, Hot Search will clarify today, and you don't need to worry about the follow-up."
Fang Hening responded, seeing the unfading redness on Song Tang's cheeks, although he was a little tired, his mood improved a lot.
On the way back, Song Tang contacted someone and started to deal with it. After returning to the apartment, he wanted to cook, but Fang Hening ordered the food directly, without letting him get wet-he didn't think it was a problem, and it didn't hurt to wear cleaning gloves. hold up.
After eating some takeaway, he pushed Fang Hening into the bathroom and followed up with the handling of the matter.
This matter is not difficult, Zhao Yuanyang's mouth is not very strict, Yuan Ruilin is just using it, and when the goal is achieved, he throws him away. He and Fu Zongyuan worked together, and asked Zhao Yuanyang to record a clarification video that night. Everything was explained clearly, and it was admitted that it was out of jealousy, unwillingness, and anger that the matter of framing was done.
There is only one thing, Yuan Ruilin picked himself up completely, and they didn't catch any practical and useful handles.
Before going to bed, public opinion on the Internet has completely turned the wind.
Song Tang remembered that Fang Hening said that the act of posting was also useful for stability. After a moment of hesitation, he directly pulled the other party into bed to sleep together.
He tightened his arms around Fang Hening, and said in a very low voice: "After the pasting is over...stay here."
Fang Hening pressed his chin against Song Tang's hair, rubbed it lightly, narrowed his eyes in a good mood, and curled the corners of his lips, "Okay."
This was probably a surprise.
In the next few days, after Zhao Yuanyang's self-exposure, the popularity of the hot search quickly dropped. How ugly the words attacking Fang Hening were at that time, and the feedback on Zhao Yuanyang became stronger. The confusion was only a matter of one night. There is no such person.
It's not difficult to imagine that such a speculator would not be down-to-earth after leaving the entertainment industry. There is probably no lowest point in life, only lower ones, but this is not what he cares about.
Song Tang heaved a sigh of relief after the incident was over, and An Anxin spent the Lantern Festival with Fang Hening. He had learned how to grow salty glutinous rice balls, and he had a small tail, which looked cute like a tadpole.
Fang Hening is naturally one-stop boasting, taking pictures, and posting news. Looking at the comments that are quickly catching up, he is in good spirits. Netizens always have all kinds of strange but interesting remarks.
The angle is clear.
One netizen even drew expressions on the glutinous rice balls, making them so cute.
low key?high profile?He didn't really care about it, but he was happy to make a high profile when he was with Song Tang. Of course, he clearly distinguished which ones should be high profile and which ones should be low profile.
After eating the last glutinous rice ball, he said, "Do you want to walk the red carpet with me at the Spring Film Festival? According to the news, the actor is a certainty, which is a good ending."
Song Tang subconsciously wanted to refuse. Don't think about it, there must be a crowd of people, and the cameras and spotlights are constantly flashing. He naturally resists such occasions.
As an employer, it doesn't matter whether he walks the red carpet or not, it's all up to him.
reject?There will be no more chances after that, Fang Hening wants to withdraw from the circle, this is probably the last time, and... He lowered his eyes, his eyes were a little darker.
He still doesn't care about those hot searches, why not just be with Fang Hening and show those who don't like them, their relationship is fine, don't follow the trend.
He didn't want others to think that he and Fang Hening had a bad relationship.
Thinking of this, he raised his eyes and said, "Okay, I'll be with you, if you want to see it, just show it to them."
Fang Hening chuckled softly, and guessed what Song Tang meant, "Compared with before, your symptoms of social phobia are much lighter, and it is not impossible to completely cure them."
Speaking of this, Song Tang could feel it, it was indeed.
In the past, he would not agree to say anything on such occasions, not only that, but also in front of Fang Hening, those words that he thought he could not say could be said smoothly.
He is not a person who is good at words. It is relatively better to chat with netizens on the Internet in plain text, but it is difficult to not be stiff when meeting people face to face in life. Fang Hening is probably an exception, and the symptoms of social anxiety have indeed improved a lot.
Just like when he was in the clubhouse, the words that made him feel embarrassed during the first pass came out naturally, which he had never dared to think about before.
It was Fang Hening who gave him the confidence to speak up.
He looked at the person sitting across from him, with a slight upward curve on his lips, and he didn't hide his thoughts, "That's because of you."
Only when he has gained enough sense of security is he willing to try these things that he would choose to avoid anyway.
He was naturally nervous at the awards ceremony, but he was not without expectations.
The ceremony was at night, and the spotlights illuminated the venue as brightly as day. Before walking on the red carpet, Song Tang could hear the voices of the fans present, as well as the sound of clicking.
Fang Hening motioned for the director to lead the others forward, while he and Song Tang walked behind.
In the waiting area, he got closer, adjusted the position of the brooch for Song Tang, who was so nervous that his expression was starting to freeze, and smiled softly: "Do you remember what I said?"
Song Tang lowered his eyes to look at Fang Hening's hand, and the ring on the other's middle finger shone with silver light under the light. He collected himself and replied, "Yes."
Try not to look at others, just focus on Fang Hening, but it is impossible to completely ignore it.
He pursed his lips and asked, "Wait a minute, can you, can you..."
He couldn't say anything, it was terrible, even though he was quite familiar with the crew, everyone consciously didn't stare at them openly.
But he was still nervous, and he was a little ashamed to say what he wanted to say, as if he was really clingy and coquettish.
Fang Hening finally fiddled with the brooch he gave him, and dropped his hand to hold Song Tang's hand, "Yes, hold on, don't let go."
Song Tang's eyes trembled suddenly, and his anxious mood gradually calmed down, it's okay, it's okay if Fang Hening is by his side.
After waiting for them, Fang Hening took Song Tang's hand and stepped onto the red carpet.
Song Tang was dazzled by the light outside, and subconsciously clenched Fang Hening's hand. After getting used to it, he stared at the long red carpet in front of him in a daze for a moment. It was more like a grand wedding. can go on forever and ever.
He doesn't like other people's stares, but at this moment he very much hopes that this red carpet will never end.
Song Tang held Fang Hening's hand tightly, watching the endless crowd and the distant night, connected together like a surging sea, and the person beside him was his only boat and paddle.
is his only support.
He didn't need to look to know how stiff his expression was, trying to relax was useless, the spotlights were flickering, the camera was flickering, his eyes were actually a little dizzy, but the heat from Fang Hening's palm made him calm down again.
He turned his head, and was bumping into the other's dark and deep eyes, and leaned there subconsciously.
While walking, Fang Hening rubbed his shoulders, and said softly, "Look, being the center of attention is not as bad as you think, Tangtang, you are good enough, have more confidence in yourself."
It's true that it's not that bad, Song Tang tilted his head and replied: "It doesn't matter if I'm with you."
Fang Hening raised the corners of his lips. Song Tang was emotionally pure, he would be shy or embarrassed, but he was surprisingly honest in some aspects, and he liked it very much.
He leaned closer to Song Tang's ear, and said with a smile, "Then you have to hold on to my hand and don't let go."
Song Tang's eyelashes fluttered as he spoke, and he dodged to the other side, whispering, "Don't get so close in public."
Fang Hening backed away a little, "We have a good relationship, and this kind of intimacy is called love."
"You're the only one who can use strong words."
Fang Hening smiled without saying a word, he understood Song Tang's thoughts, their relationship is not good?How is it possible, he doesn't care what other people think, as long as he doesn't covet him, he doesn't care about others.
But if Song Tang cared, he would be happy to cooperate.
Pulling Song Tang to read netizens' comments and fans' fan works is a new pleasure he has recently unlocked.
When Fang Hening interrupted, Song Tang relaxed a little. He didn't let go of Fang Hening's hand until he entered the arena and sat down, and his palms were sweating.
Fang Hening rubbed the very small scar left on the palm of Song Tang's hand. The wound is very shallow and will not be visible at all in a few days. He whispered: "I told you before that I plan to take a rest. Today is a good occasion ,Suitable."
Song Tang understood, "Your fans are probably in a mixed mood tonight. Being awarded the best actor is a good time to celebrate, but you just poured a pot of cold water on your head and said that you want to take a break. Do you want to delay for a few days?" ?”
Fang Hening raised his legs, kneaded Song Tang's fingers, and said, "It's time to get together and part, you don't have to force it, I'm Xiying, and I'm not just quitting the circle, let alone fading out of the Internet."
Song Tang paused, and sighed silently, "You used to be so low-key, you rarely even published the promotion of your own works, but now you're high-profile but you're going to stop, I don't know what kind of situation it will be for your fans better."
Fang Hening gave Song Tang a smiling look, "I bet on the latter."
Song Tang was noncommittal, in fact, it would be good not to participate in the works anymore, although it was a pity, but taking into account the dual identities of the president and actor these years, not to mention how difficult it is, it will not be easy.
The two chatted for a while, and stopped talking after the ceremony officially started. Even after getting the exact news, Song Tang was still nervous, looking forward to it more than Fang Hening himself.
This is Fang Hening's first best actor trophy he has witnessed, and it is also the last one, so the commemorative significance goes without saying.
After finally getting the best actor award at the end, the host deliberately paused before saying the name of the winner, which made him feel as uneasy as if he was being scratched by a cat.
He didn't let go of his hanging heart until he heard the familiar name, and the dust settled.
When the spotlight came, Fang Hening didn't get up in a hurry. He turned around and hugged Song Tang, who was slightly stunned under the light, patted the other person on the back, and said to the person in his arms, "Look at me!" , just look at me."
Song Tang lowered his eyes slightly, and responded, "Well, this is your occasion, and I will always watch you."
The smile in Fang Hening's eyes reached the bottom of his eyes, and before letting go, he said: "Song Tang, I am not interested in the awards themselves. I am willing to come to this awards ceremony because of you, so you must look at me."
Song Tang tightened his arms, and didn't care about the crazy camera. He took pictures as he liked, and let them go. He just said seriously: "Okay."
This is Fang Hening's first time on stage to accept the award, and it's likely to be the last time.
Fang Hening walked slowly towards the awarding platform, took the trophy and certificate and walked to the front of the platform.
The host handed over the microphone and asked with a polite smile, "It's the first time for Actor Fang to receive an award on stage. It's my honor to be the host. May I ask Mr. Fang, why are you willing to attend the award ceremony in person?"
Fang Hening didn't need to look for it deliberately, he could see the person he missed in the dark at a glance, and when he heard the host's question, he said slowly: "My lover said, you have to experience what it's like to stand on the award platform, Don't leave any regrets for these years of acting career."
The host was keenly aware that something was wrong, and said: "The words are good, but Mr. Fang is in very good condition. It is the year of the fight, and there will be more opportunities in the future."
"No," Fang Hening laughed, keeping his eyes on Song Tang, "I have something to tell everyone on this opportunity today. I plan to take a break. This martial arts movie is my last work."
There was an uproar.
Song Tang looked at Fang Hening who was standing on the stage not far away. The other party was always calm and calm.
Just standing there is pleasing to the eye, and people can't take their eyes off. Just looking at him can stop paying attention to the eyes and whispers around him.
The four eyes met, and in Fang Hening's eyes, he could find his own stability.
The host quickly realized that he didn't follow up with the question, and changed the topic, "The movie break is indeed a loss for the entire film and television industry. What is Mr. Fang's plan in the future? I think everyone is very concerned about your future development."
Fang Hening didn't answer directly, but kept it a secret, "I promise to tell everyone when the time comes."
The host smiled and said: "Okay, then we will wait and see. I believe that Mr. Fang's talent will not be buried anywhere. With this film, he won the best actor trophy in one fell swoop. As an actor, it is a very beautiful ending. Mr. Fang Is there anything you want to tell everyone?"
Handing the microphone to the front again, Fang Hening was silent for a few seconds, and said: "You should still have an impression of the hot search a few days ago, I don't want to explain anything, I just hope this kind of speculation ends here, I love him very much, our relationship Very good, I don't want him to be disturbed by similar negative public opinion again."
"Standing here today is an account of my past few years as an actor. There have been gains and losses in the past few years. The luckiest thing is that I met my lover. Without the identity of an actor, we would not be able to get together, and we would not be able to get to where we are today. "
"In the end, I don't need to give my blessings, but I hope everyone can respect our respective choices and avoid verbal abuse and attacks. I don't need to say anything else, time will always tell, thank you."
After saying this, he raised the trophy slightly in Song Tang's direction, raised the corners of his mouth, and gave his lover a gentle smile.
Song Tang then relaxed his expression, Fang Hening didn't care whether others praised or cursed, it was just for his consideration.
Fang Hening walked off the podium, and when he returned to his seat, he was accompanied by follow-up lights.
Enveloped by the light again, Song Tang didn't panic, facing his lover who reached out to him, he naturally held the other's hand.
Handing the bouquet into Song Tang's arms, Fang Hening turned to the following camera, said goodbye to everyone, and then left the venue early holding Song Tang's hand.
Now is their night.
Amidst the applause, cheers, and whistling mixed with booing, Song Tang's hand was tightly held by Fang Hening. He felt good now in an environment that was usually unacceptable.
It seemed that the surrounding light had dimmed, and he couldn't see anyone else, only Fang Hening who was holding him was in his eyes.
He knew that he was the only one in the other party's eyes.
After watching the two leave, the ceremony hall was buzzing for a while before it quieted down, and entered the rest of the session. Everyone knew in their hearts that tonight's hot search must be going up again.
It was the first time for the low-key actor to accept the award in person, and he confessed his love in public in a high-profile manner. He had just won the award and said he wanted to stop acting. This series of bombs exploded, and the ice surface tens of meters was about to burst.
Here, the two walked all the way to the parking lot after leaving the venue.
The car door opened, and Fang Hening threw the trophy and certificate in casually, then turned around and grabbed Song Tang's waist, pressed him on the car, and pushed him over to kiss his lover.
Walking fast just now, Song Tang was nervous and excited at the same time, his breathing was already short, but he still chose to indulge in this kiss.
Until today, now, and at this moment, he seems to finally understand why Fang Hening chooses to confess his love publicly again and again.
The other party knew that he lacked confidence in all aspects of this relationship, so he had to tell him in this way that Fang Hening himself had no way out.
He hugged the person in front of him tightly, wanting to respond to such fiery and desperate feelings, but he stopped when he reached the point of his mouth—Fang Hening was so kind, so good that his reason would immediately surrender to his feelings.
But not yet.
He wanted to understand Fang Hening's hidden deepest things, things related to the emotional level, and wanted to know the complete other party. Before that, he always felt that he couldn't say something about liking.
It seems that there is still a hazy gap between the two.
There is affection by default, but this barrier cannot be broken.
After the kiss was over, he hugged Fang Hening tightly, leaned into Fang Hening's arms, and whispered, "It's cold in the car."
Fang Hening laughed softly, and sat in the back seat of the car with the man who was not breathing well. He threw the bunch of squeezed flowers aside, pressed Song Tang on the seat, and then approached, lowering his voice , "This trophy is given to you, without you there would be no it."
Song Tang held Fang Hening's arm, his fingers trembling slightly, looking at Fang Hening's face half-hidden in the darkness, his kissed watery eyes sparkled, and he responded: "Thank you."
Thank you for your perseverance again and again.
Fang Hening knew what he was thanking for. He lowered his head and leaned on Song Tang's shoulder, "I don't want to hear thank you. It doesn't matter if you don't say it now. One day I will let you tell me willingly, say it a hundred times."
"I can say it many times before that, until you are willing to answer me."
Song Tang hugged Fang Hening tightly, and it took a long time for him to reply with a vague nasal voice.
If there is a day when he can completely confess everything, he really wants to tell Fang Hening that meeting and being liked by the other party is the luckiest thing in his life, bar none.
The trending searches this night can be described as lively. There is no doubt that a series of news related to Fang Hening rushed to the list and was quickly suppressed, turning into a self-cute carnival among cp fans.
The busiest ones are Yang Qing and other employees of Fang Hening's studio.
The friends around him are naturally blessings and kind teasing, but Fang Hening's public confession is very eye-catching in the eyes of some people.
The night before, Song Tang was drawn by Fang Hening to watch fanart together, and was so frightened by the fans' amazing imagination that he had dreams all night... Messy dreams, as for growing all kinds of animal ears, it is considered good!
Cough, he was still in a daze when he went to work the next day. Thanks to his usual cold face, he didn't notice his absence.
When Song Tao and Li Fangxin's mother and son came to the company, he didn't see him.
Kicked away by Yuan Ruilin, Song Tao should have hated him to the core, what are he doing now, either questioning him, or pretending to be pitiful to win sympathy, no matter what the possibility is, there is no need to see him.
However, he did not expect that Song Tao's mother and son turned around and went to Fang Hening's studio to make trouble.
Watching the short video sent by Yang Qing, Song Tang knew he was about to suffer. Although he could only see Fang Hening's back, he knew that Fang Hening was angry.
Don't it be Song Tao and those two who said something nasty to irritate Fang Hening, right?
to finish.
He got up and left, with a worried expression on his face, hoping to catch up. He had just coaxed Fang Hening well, and he didn't want anything to happen again.
The author says:
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